Sabrinana ^^

peeps

2009-07-09T20:31:00.001+08:00

HEY PEEPS! THIS BLOG IS DOWN FOR THE MOMENT TILL THE END OF O'S! HAHA. Concentration 100 % = Success !

ok fine... so, just STOP flooding the tag box for awhile ok?

2009-06-06T19:21:00.002+08:00

Never thought i'd continue blogging again... after what seemed like a long period of time..... so many things seemed to be happening this year and time seemed to pass so quickly. Before you knew it, there comes the exams... then the prelims... and in a blink of an eye, the O's.... then a sneeze... and the results. where you go and how your life is going to be like would depend on that piece of paper.... ahhhh! *STRESS*

the mid year results are horrendous! passed english, chinese and POA... failed the rest! OMG! HOW!? with my L1R4 now... only ITE would accept me. and HELL NO! NO WAY! NO ITE FOR ME! even if it really do happen.... *choy... touch wood* i guess i'd rather land myself into some private school than to go ITE. not being biased... but theres my own reasoning.

*guilty* and *sighs* have to really start bucking up, pulling up my socks.... and MUG MUG MUG. better use the com less and stop absorbing myself in soap dramas or any ss501's whatever. :D
OMG. i think mr andrew ng can vomit blood teaching me amaths. RARGGGH! so sorry, BUT I FAILED AGAIN!

i even wrote "PLEASE DONT BE CARELESS" on my calculator, correction tape and eraser! But i just had to make stupid mistakes... gave the marks away... and just FAIL again! AMATHS!!!! RARRGH! *breathes fire*

Not happy with any of my academic results, but i believe i can achieve better. I believe i'd be able to achieve an A2 for chinese O's..... having some confidence for my paper 2..... just have to work on oral now.... cant believe listening compre is on the first friday when school reopens... which is also...... YCKSB concert!

that reminds me....
YCKSB proudly presents KONCERT 2009!!!!

july 3rd 2009, 1830, at victoria concert hall!
please do support! and buy tickets from me!!!! email : li_wen_93@hotmail.com or contact sabrina at 98774032 :D

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YAY! working hard on that drumset for deep purple medley.

exams exams

2009-04-21T19:59:00.002+08:00

Exams are just coming round the corner in about 2 weeks time.... still struggling in class for not falling asleep. How can i be behaving like this during such crucial periods right? i guess the clock in my body is beginning to malfunction already. Only able to let myself sleep less guiltily after revisions and homeworks, enabling myself with a little touch of the computer and the TV. Yes, i can hear them screaming at me.... After which, i would only have about 4 to 5 hours of sleep everyday... And by the time i reach the canteen... DEAD- catching some sleep in the canteen. Struggle the first few hours of the day and then start to get myself energised. Its becomming MORE and MORE like a routine.... or rather, WORST than a routine kind of thing. :x

Cant believe i actually passed my humanities and top the class with that shittie results. GRRRR better start bucking up now. I can feel te pressure climbing up....

LETS ALL START BUCKING UP GUYS! THE WAR HASNT BEGUN! Start preparing now! Dont give up !!!!! C:

ooohhh temptations

2009-04-15T13:26:00.003+08:00

:) cannot resist the temptations so i guess i will start blogging again. :DDDD

Guess what Mr Ku said to my class today....

you guys come to school also talk, before recess also talk, during recess also talk, after recess also talk, during class also talk, and i bet, when you sleep, you also TALK.
:D

yeah. TRUE LEA!!!!!! after what he said i really thought back and realised, HELL YEAH! i talk, before school, during recess, during class (OCCASSIONALLY HOR!!! :D) and while sleeping. yeah i sleep talk. SO? hahaha.

STUPID O's coming so quickly.... guess im not even prepared yet.
okay okay im like blogging with a old DELL laptop in the language lab.... :S while everyone else is recording their voices using the mic to prepare for the upcoming oral. and anna is right beside me... READING THIS. i feel paiseh. :OOOOO

anyway, just something to say before i go off....

hope the ZI BONG pte ltd get into the finals and THRASH everybody!!!!!! which includes YPL and team!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :))))))))))))))

(L) PROUD TO BE A PERCUSSIONIST!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0

WATCH THIS. saw it in OPRAH :) whoa, cry like mad. just go and click on this awesome link. :DD

closed temporary

2009-03-13T17:41:00.001+08:00

so sorry, :) but this blog will be closed temporary untill the starting of november. Due to the crucial year of 2009, it will only be updated after the O's MADNESS is over... :D

haha, thank you.

oh and yes, YINGSI I LOVE YOU. :) haha.

2009-01-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

oh and YES, YINGSI I LOVE YOUUUU. HAHA.

bitch fits

2009-01-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

yay! had the best 16th birthday! haha. love my queen symphony shirt from marcus, zippy from my lovely pals, the awesome green book by buddy and friends and many others!
pretty much planed my route already...

finally saw the daily dose of bitch fits. if you have temperamental moodswings and a self-centered mentality, i suggest you better move to a mountain and spend your entire life there with your small social circle which consists of only one or maybe none, friends.

nyp open house

2009-01-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

"There are no impossible dreams; there is just our limited perception of what is possible."

nyp open house

2009-01-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

went NYP OPEN HOUSE today. quite interesting. may consider diploma for interaction design. still, haha im aiming for TP's diploma for visual communication. hah. 10points you are mine!

good luck to all 4e5n 2008! monday is the results. whoa, feel quite nervous for them.
oh mann better brush up on trigonometrics! went blank today during PT! dang it.
... cant wait for my amaths retest results to come out... i really want to know how i did...

over finally

2009-01-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

awful days are over. i shouldnt be so affected, even when the house just turns up side down, i should take it as an obstacle; a test, and be stronger.
... please turn down-side up..

whoa i can finally feel the adrenaline rush in me. 9 more weeks, SYF! and a couple of months more, 'o's!! dang! how time flies... like yesterday psle, today sec1 and tomorrow o levels! haha. ok gotta go mug...

OH MANN I HATE THAT NEW VilababaP! (Read the first and last letter)
haha im not implying anything ar!

lucky

2009-01-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

SABRINA IS ALSO very lucky to have true friends like them. friends who will go all out to help you no matter what it takes, friends that sincerely care and stand up for you, or scold you when you're in the wrong, friends that will never leave you in the lurch, and always lending a listening ear, and supporting. just want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING THERE ALWAYS. and that i cherish every single one of you! thanks buddy and vimal!! and all of you! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! :)

awful days are over...

lucky

2009-01-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

SABRINA IS VERY LUCKY to have a sister like her. A sister that will protect and stand up for me. a sister, that despite all the arguments and fights, will still love me at all costs. a sister that despite being very irritating and totally absurd, will always still be there whenever you need a shoulder to support on. what are siblings if they dont fight or quarrell?

warthafak

2009-01-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

...take me away
take me somewhere far
bring me along where ever you go
i really need you now

[random]

frustrated

2009-01-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

:( phone... confiscated again.
why must people always just look at the results and not the effort put in? besides, the results havent even come out...

frustrated

2009-01-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

having thought about my academics seriously and the 10points i desperately wants to get, i've set many things for myself, and really, thought of how im going to pioritise my time. time management!
very frustrated, very stressed over many things. oh god, its only the beginning of the year!

why must you abandon us now? why at this point of time!!???

amaths retest

2009-01-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

first day of school...
amaths retest... dang it! its so tough!! the last question not for human to do one lor! so disappointed with myself.. so worried about the results. though i attempt all of them and am quite confident over some questions still however i estimate , i only can count up to 20 over marks! haiz..

am i really ready for O's?

many thanks!

2009-01-01T21:20:00.001+08:00

omg... MANY THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!! whoa, i really needed it. when you're stressed up worrying about tomorrow's retest, and you receive supporting messages from your peers, how would you feel? THANKS GUYS! thanks BUDDY! and marcus lim, jonathan, nicholas and jonas(ssw) !! i really needed it. AMATHS RETEST I DONT CARE HOW TOUGH YOURE GONNA BE BUT IM GOING TO CONQUER YOU AND PASS!! i've worked so hard for this, cannot let myself, mr ng, and all of you down! i must take you as an o' level subject!
must pass!

happy new year!

2009-01-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! wow my first new year message is actually from haiping! haha. thanks gorh.
2009 here i come! AMATHS RETEST!! another.... 1 more day! dang!!
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ALL THE BEST TO ALL 4E 5N !! im sure you guys will do well! (:

happy new year!

2008-12-31T18:23:00.000+08:00

( i dont know why the com keeps breaking my posts)
there are so many people im gonna miss! 2009 is near. cherish this year, every moment of it. sec4 life pass very quickly, and soon we are going to graduate and live our separate lifes.
friends, we will go through thick and thin together and remain as best buddies till the day we part the world.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

happy new year!

2008-12-31T18:14:00.000+08:00

(continues from below) it feels so weird to step into the band room and not hear the mad bangings on the drumset, crazy running notes on the mellets or speakers playing mahler compositions. really had many fond memories with them... and the next person would be weekiat! funny guy. and a very great friend. then, haiping. although irritating and always make me mad, yet funny, hes a great person. and when hes nice, hes really nice. like a brotherly figure. and ivy. shes like the first person i know in band!(:

happy new year!

2008-12-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

woots! in a few hours time, it'd be 2009 already!! this is going to be a very tough year, i believe we would all pull through together, right buddies? we will. whoa, im going to miss so many people... first of all, vimal. hes a great person. not only funny and nonsensical, but hes an awesome friend,and confidante. also, hes a great senior, in fact so are the other seniors. next is jiarong. taught me so many things and helped me alot in my life too. xinghong, serious and a twisted sense of humour.

sec1 orientation cum gift exchange

2008-12-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

sec1 orientation is actually quite.... fun. haha.
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HAHA! for the first time, during gift exchange, i actually received a decent gift! a candle holder for a box of ferrero roche dark chocolate! not bad ar! haha.
whoa.... another 2 more days... AMATHS RETEST!!! suicide ar!! haha never mind. i know i can do it!!! jia you!

new year resolutions!

2008-12-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

guess the com went mad again. nevermind, i'll continue...
11. improve in science. really improve. i want an A1 now. i know i can!
12. family...
13. be more matured. seriously.
14. stop overstudying. because it doesnt work.
15. this one, must really do it. join SWO after o levels!!
16. learn the drumset
17. more confidence
18. active. those legs need severe weight lost.
19. lastly, STOP EATING SO MUCH. i can eat so much! so scared one day i really become fat.
thats all O LVLS, HERE I COME!10 POINTS!!!

new year resolutions!

2008-12-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

New year is coming, and i doubt i'd have any time to blog after school reopens, so, here it goes,
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!
1. L1R4 10 to 12 points
2. firstly, pass the amaths retest first.
3. then continue to work harder on it and prove madam toh that i can do it.
4. learn chinese seriously.
5. pioritise. academics, always more important
6. gold with honours
7. improve on percussion skills, more.
8. bring my section to a higher level
9. more organized
10. stop sleeping so much!!

happy birthday!

2008-12-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIMAL !!! (: Thanks for being such a great friend. heres wishing you many succeses in the many years to come! yay hope you'd like tomorrow (eh, pass midnight already hor) i mean today's plan. hehe. wait and see la. hahs... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VISUA ALSO! :D

thanks

2008-12-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

some people say, when you've finally reached your limit, you'll just lose it. just break down, stand up, and be even stronger.

thankyou... thanks alot, VIMAL. you're the greatest friend anybody can have. thanks for standing by,listening, guiding, and supporting. thanks, alot. HUIXIN also. thanks buddy.. really.

very tired

2008-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

... so tired. i feel like theres no place to breathe...no place to stand. like everything, just so..wrong. end here please... just end it. i feel like i can burst anytime. enough already...just end it. its like war here. fighting, a never ending battle. i dont know how long i can stand any longer. maybe sabrina just isnt sabrina anymore. i dont know how, or why, anybody would do such a thing. does it... really work??

i have no tittle for this

2008-12-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

Everybody have the same body, a pair of hands, legs, heart, brain. its just that the education, mentality is different. anything is possible. and if others can do it, why cant you? we are all the same. its whats thinking up there that is different.
(:

AMATHS RETEST, here i come! im ready, to conquer you!!!!!

o

2008-12-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

(whoa this com going mad already. nevermind i shall continue my story...) and shes from thailand. thus the name, 'muay thai' haha. wee kiat's original innovative story mann! (:

o

2008-12-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

haha ok. before i turn in for the night, i must thank 3 awesome people. why? because they offered to walk me to the bus stop. geez. THANKS!!! MARCUS, WEE KIAT, AND ANDREW! haha. oh and marcus bloody knuckle was fun. i would like to try the real hard knocks but after seeing you doing that to andrew till the skin broke, haha, i think better not. EVERYBODY I MUST SHARE WITH YOU WEE KIAT'S story on why muay thai is called muay thai. apprently he said that the person who "invented" this is called muaymuay,

yay hooo

2008-12-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

went for band today and realised that.... it is cancelled.... :( at the very last minute. felt a surge of anger through me, but never mind, we did our own sectionals in the end.
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Went huixin house, YAY THE FISH SUPER NICE TO EAT LOR HUIXIN!!!!!!!!! :D
haha then head for mr andrew ng's house.

Whoa, apprently mr andrew Ng has a SUPER CUTE DOG - pepper!!!!!!!! as its name suggests, whoa SUPER DUPER CUTE. quite scared at first... the dog keeps licking people lor! :)

oh and must thank jonas for the book also. XIE XIE NI! oh yours is still with me, friend.
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ok, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERBODY!!!!!!!!!!!

Another 7 more days to AMATHS RETEST!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH DIE ALREADY. brain cells vanishing... disappearing.

ponyo ponyo

2008-12-26T12:05:00.001+08:00

BOXING DAY!!!!!!!! (:

okay leaving for band soon then going mr andrew house later on. :D
whoa EVERYBODY must watch that ponyo video. haha. cute lor.
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okay i better leave now, later late again then kena. :)
bye world.

merry xmas

2008-12-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

whoa. im like using my psp to blog now.... haha MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!! WISHING EVERYONE every success in the coming 2009!!!

ycksb concert and SWO

2008-12-23T12:47:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS! - ycksb christmas concert

Credits : Mitchell Li, and other people

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Sunday- 21122008

Swo,SSW Concert :)

(still got lots of photos in my phone. but apparently the phone is not around. so next time ok?)

if only everything could come to a stand still

2008-12-23T11:31:00.002+08:00

if only everything would just become stagnant. and everyone would have a better understanding of what is happening around them. if only parents werent that much protective and could ust for once, listen to their child's opinions and try to understand what is happening.
for once, last night, i got to understand everything. understand not only myself but my parents. understand what is really going on. "some things are better left unspoken." for this, i finally got to know what it really means. what it really meant to just shut up and let them scream. if only i could've kept my cool, and rationalise properly. everything wouldnt have happened then...
just last night, i get to know how spoilt i am. how fortunate i already am. how much they actually cared for me. how much they actually slog for me. just me. and how, my sister loves me. how much i actually hated her here and then, hating her for the wrong reasons. how much benefits i actually have from them. how insensible i actually am. how childish and immature. how un-understanding i can get. how stubborn. how emotional. i hate myself for that. for not keeping my cool. not understanding and putting myself in their shoes. but there are still certain things i dont understand.
why? why everything would've to implicate, THE BAND. why is "THE BAND" just these two words, used in every excuse of every mistakes made? why cant for once people STOP looking at the results and start blaming the whole world?
maybe i was really at fault. i dont understand them. maybe.
maybe i was just a mistake. maybe i shouldnt even belong here. or simply everything, just shouldnt turn out the way it should.
aiya i have enough of blogging these crap. enough of crying already. maybe its time to be fucking serious about things and stop assuming that things will eventually turn out for the better.
because last night i finally realised.
things just dont happened. its YOU who make things happen. and YOU who will try to turn things the way it should. and not just simply assuming and waiting for time to heal all wounds. because it will not. it will not. definitely. so stop crying and brace up. stand up. and turn things around. just stop acting like a baby. stop it. because i had enough. enough of being just me. enough of standing and fighting for my rights. enough of looking at things from another stand point. enough of telling myself everything would go back like before. enough of just everything. maybe i should just change my mentality. the way of how i see things and the way of how i think. maybe its really time to grow up and face this world. time to stop crying.
because last night, i felt tears burning through me. i felt every single tear of his burned into my skin. and after hours of shedding tears of regret, i finally come to a conclusion. a conclusion in life. maybe apologies dont work anymore. what matters is producing. showing. showing the whole fucking world what you actually meant.
time to be serious and stop being so fucked up.
i dont know how everything just seemed to be a new revelation.
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Is it just purely anxiousness over academics? or is it just purely biased over music?? this is the question ive always wanted to ask. and PLEASE. the band has got NOTHING to do with ANYTHING! so please stop using that as an excuse.

tagged

2008-12-19T17:14:00.005+08:00

wow. thanks marcus. haha. and im gonna do this quiz.... (random)

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5 weird habits or little known facts about yourself:

1) uh i can sleep for as long as more than half the day?
2) uh.....i still sleep with my baby bolster... i guess its about the same age as me. :x
3) i kinda talk to myself when im bored.... (nahh not really though)
4) i will be super quiet when im super mad or pissed
5) I uh...sing in the bathroom :x

People I tag:

1) HUIXIN
2) Joanne
3) Jia Rong
4) Winniefred
5) haiping
6) Germaine
7) Amos
8) ANYBODY
9) ANYBODY
10) ANYBODY LAH!!!

Type your first name with your;

1. Fingers:sabrina
2. Chin: HOW!!!???
3. One finger, Eyes closed: savrubs
4. Elbow: sasbuias
5. Nose: SIAO!!!!!
6. Palm:u,.nfcn

1. List four random items you have:

Uh...i have a GINORMOUS pencil (bought from movie world, An empty fish tank, a bag with barbie on it (thats my present when i was P3!!) and uh.... BUNNY BEARS!!!

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
DUHH!!! who doesnt!???

3. Have you recently dyed your hair or cut it?
nope..... cut? maybe lah... like last month?

4. List four people you look up to the most:

Mr Desmond Ng, Mr Andrew Ng, Vimal (haha really!!!) and Beatrice. (really. i have my reasons)

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
none. they all died....

6. Which do you prefer? White or Black?
White (:

7. Who is your most played character?
whats that?

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
i'll choose.... being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintances.... better to be stuck with more people than to be stuck with one friend.... and besides.. when there are no food... HAHAHAHA i can eat them up. more people to last me through the days! :D

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
percussionists, a little crazy, and pretty intelligent

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
I would like to read other people thoughts and know what they are thinking.

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
LIM HUI XIN :D

12. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
uh my mom i think... like before the brisbane trip in the airport. :)

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your mind:
band, phone, end, quickly, and stop.

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
my percussion playing. if only i could've took everything seriously when i started learning it. i could've been even better than now.

15. Do you like the way you are?
OF COURSE! I LOVE WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM!!!!

16. Choose, Summer or winter?
winter

17. Rain or snow?
Snow

18. Water or ice?
Ice

19. List two odd things about yourself.
uh... let me think..... i...
I can count ABC backwards and i like to sit in a corner and reflect or just be alone when im down.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
i am LAZY (in some ways. haha) and i pretty much am quite bad tempered.

21. What's 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
????!!!! what the hell is that!?

concert, BRAVO.

2008-12-19T13:42:00.005+08:00

CONGRATS to ALL, and THANKS everybody, For making last night such a marvelous night! and thanks to all, who have continuously supported all of us, for attending and appreciating not only music, but our efforts as well. (:

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PERCUSSION!!! :)

Thanks to ALL and WELL DONE. it doesnt matter if you guys screwed up some parts. even i screwed. WHOA I HATE THAT BLAZER! got super disappointed with my snare playing last night. :( i could've done better. but somehow or another the stick got to be stuck under my sleeves and i could not roll properly. !!!

whoa.... that will be the LAST...LAST concert, we are going to have with our awesome seniors.... good luck to them and all the best in their new route in life. i wish you continuous success in your future. and JIARONG dont worry i wont let you guys down. i will bring the section to greater heights. i promise. and we will work harder.

Had it not been for these guys over here, there wouldnt be ME. i wouldnt know how to play

the snare properly and all the other instruments. THEY are not only, seniors, but awesome friends as well. had it not been for you guys, i would've stuck somewhere in life and not being able to pull through everything. THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU! REALLY! LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!!!!!!! (:

also, not forgetting, Yong hui, issac and chor, who taught me regardless of how stupid i was last time. (:

I LOVE MY SECTION!!!! <3>

Now that they have all graduated, we must continue to soar up high and not waste the efforts they have put in over the years. how much effort everbody put in alumni and alumni batches ago, we cannot waste it and take things for granted. we cannot let all our seniors down. we have to continue what they've done. so percussion, start working doubly hard. also, dont forget your academics. PIORITY, is the most important factor. learn to pioritise things properly. differentiate what is more important. band is important, but odnt neglect your studies too.

also, im super happy that i have great juniors like them. not only the three of them, but also, MARCUS LIM, CONG ZHU, JILL and my fello section mates, aaron and cheryl. it is because of all of you that everything is possible. i hope you guys will continue to work harder and even harder so that after aaron, cheryl and i have graduated you guys would be the core and continue to let perssion go to greater heights. CONFIDENCE. you guys must have confidence in yourself and in your playing. CONTINUE TO WORK HARDER!!!! JIA YOU. (:

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ANOTHER 14 days more to go and amaths retest comes banging me down. :( really... i dont wish to drop that stupid subject. !!! cannot let mr ng down. haha. must PASS!!!!!!!

okay got to go already.....

:( amaths.... sucking out every part of my brains......

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i really hope you will be less focused on the piano, i really hope you will practice more on percussion. disapppointed.

yay one more day

2008-12-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

YAY ONE MORE DAY TO GO! (:
its the concert EVERYONE! TOMORROW!
yay. looking forward to it?
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.
GOOD LUCK FOR FINAL COUNTDOWN TOO! (:
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okay i think marcus lim is going to kill me if i dont leave the house now. better leave now... haha. (:

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I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I KNOW. AND I TRUST MYSELF. JUST WAIT, IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WITH THIS. JUST WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. MAYBE IT WONT PREMIRE YOU in YOUR VERY OWN 'SEQUEL" .
I KNOW. (:
and you very well know who you are, FUCKER.

hey anonymous

2008-12-17T12:04:00.003+08:00

HI ANONYMOUS (:
Please if you know how to spell the word "SUCK" , please go check the dictionary. Open your eyes BIG BIG and read this, and also, learn how to write and spell english words. its "S, s for snake, U, u for universe, C, C for chicken, and K, K for King." add the four letters together, -S-U-C-K-. Get it? not "SUX" please. dont make a disgrace of your ownself. and if you freakin' care to type so tweetly to scold someone, or even, want to criticize or put a critic, JUST COME RIGHT TO MY FACE AND SHOOT. STOP acting like a coward, cursing the whole world with a stupid "anonymous" Name. if you HAVE THE FREAKIN' BALLS, you either post your name BIG ENOUGH FOR ME TO SEE, or COME STRAIGHT UP TO ME AND SHOOT YOUR MOUTH. GET IT?
if you have the time to critisize or think that doing this is OH-SO-MUCH-FUN, then let me tell you this, "PLEASE GROW UP!!!!! GET YOUR OWN LIFE!"
maybe its your own humour sense, but oh let me tell you MISTER / MISS STRANGER, THIS IS COMPLETELY CHILDISH LIKE WHAT A TODDLER WOULD DO. IF YOU'RE SO FREE AS TO DO SUCH DISGRACEFUL, CHILDISH THINGS, THEN GO FIND ANOTHER VICTIM. BECAUSE THIS PERSON HERE TYPING THIS NOW, IS NOT FUN TO MESS WITH. GET IT?

PLEASE DONT SHOW THE WHOLE WORLD YOUR STUPIDITY AND IGNORANCE. AND DONT ACT LIKE A LEECH ON THE SOCIETY.

MAYBE IF YOU NEED, i can give you a whole bottle of anti- depressants, so that whenever you hate someone or are just outright jealous of somebody, it will seemed a little sincere.

(:

OH. and another point to add, uh if you're trying to make yourself cute in anyway by typing that way, oh.... please. it disgusts people right out. so, maybe if you'd like to decorate my tag board with your "fabulously awesome creative skills", please dont type so tweetly. what "hahax" "lols" "sux" "and ^^" OH MY GOD. IS THIS HOW YOU WASTE YOUR PARENTS MONEY BY SENDING YOU TO SCHOOL TO LEARN ENGLISH???????
JUST GROW UP LITTLE ONE. -.-

hahaa

2008-12-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

haha if you're a twilight FAN, watch this!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ly7lnPcZMp8

haha. "what the buck?"

2008-12-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

haha. going for band soon.... ok i must really learn how to conduct properly. xing hong told me its like chicken wing flapping.... :((((
whoa.... immediately i get slap in the face right back front center. haha. *biishhh basshhh basssh piahhhh poww!*
and i reduce into pea size. and disappear into the ground.
haha.
ok lah leaving the house soon.
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suddenly i see the world like what it actually is
suddenly i realised that not everything that you want, you would get
suddenly i see everything like its all fake
can that person be trusted? or is he/her just another random fella that might hurt you at the end of the day?
Just be yourself, i always tell myself
'but in the end
still get slap in the back
i odnt know
but this world
is really terrifying
not like what i used to see it as anymore
slap back into reality my friend!
because not everybody you see is actually them
under some of their masks are actually someone more terrifying and sinister
more terrible than what his/her mask assume it as
because this is how the world is
just be realistic
not everybody is like what they seemed ther are
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im slapping back into reality. being myself. and seeing all the ugly dirty things other people are faking.

The final countdown

2008-12-12T11:04:00.001+08:00

FINAL COUNTDOWN - Cello maestros

EVERYBODY! watch this! (:

YAYEE!!! YIPEE!!! HIPEE!!!

2008-12-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

(: Haha... YAY. met Mr NG again this morning before band. THANKS ALOT!!!!!!! (:
And the breakfast also!!!
YAY I THINK I CAN PASS AMATHS NEXT YEAR!!! YIPEE!!!! (: (: (:
haha. met huixin and her parents together with marcus lim and went to school together. ok i shall thank MARCUS LIM FIRST for helping me return my library books. in fact those books are my sisters. -.- anyway, THANK YOU MARCUS!!!!!!! haha. i'll treat you better! haha. no la. i treat everyone the same.
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ok before i go, i'll like to wish,
VIMAL!!! GOOD LUCK WITH FINAL COUNTDOWN!!!!! :D

im like floating in the air among the clouds, (:

irritating GUY

2008-12-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

just came back from band. :) whoa i find myself improving on the snare. still not up to standard like vimal but haha IM STILL PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!! :DDDDD
took 13 with huixin, klarice and zheng hui. we werent talking that loud in the bus and apparently this guy stood up and was like "uh uh uh.... g...girls... can..can... yyyyou ttonnne down a little.... this is a pub..pub..public transport." and he sits down, and read his book (apparently FOREVER ON THE FIRST PAGE) so as they were getting down he stared at huixin and klarice. -.- and every human that board the bus later, he stands up and offer his seat. there was this little girl and he stood up and said "uh.... would you llllikkkke to..." then they keep saying "its ok." but he keep saying "nnnoooo. i i i should give my seat to the yyounger." and then he continues sitting and standing and sitting and standing trying to offer his seat to any body that boards the bus. *rolls my eyes* well hello whoever that is, if you're so keen on bing a good samitarian that stop finding a new seat after you gave up yours. well thats what he did. offer his seat, the person seats and he finds a new seat. sees another person board the bus, he stands up and offer his seat. since like that, THEN DONT SIT DOWN LAH! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!? TRYING TO ACT NICE!!!???? -.- -.- -.-
*irritated*
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whooohooooo! SABRINA IS SUPER DUPER HAPPY AND EXCITED! HEHEHEHEHE!!!!!

investiture 2008

2008-12-07T17:25:00.004+08:00

INVESTITURE 2008 ....

Haiping, always trying to be a moose. :D

PERCUSSION :)))) 21112008- before leaving for BRISBANE ^^
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Investiture on FRIDAY was an unforgettable one... especially the speech Mr Ng made... :) whoa. very touching, very awesome. OMG! Im SO gonna miss the three of them!!!! :( how much fun and experience we've been through together. I remember when i first step in to this unfarmiliar section, percussion. all the weird and different type of instruments. some i know, some i dont. some are big and some are weird in shapes. some sound nice and some sound so loud, i hated it. I even wanted to change to saxophone section, and thinking back today, im glad i didnt. i remember Jiarong taught me the marimba and all the scales. it took me quite awhile to get all my major, minor, pentone and whole tone right. and through all those, Jiarong, xing hong, joshua and chor, taught me using different methods. i still remember Yong Hui used the repetition trick and we had to play the scales starting ALL OVER from C major again. we played SO MANY times! and eventually we got sick of it. but still he made us play over and over again each time we get even a note wrong. And Xing hong and Jia Rong, always making us do push ups or squats whenever we misbehave or did not prepare everything within their given time. and Jia Rong, always throwing the stands or chairs, banging the doors to get our attention or when he's mad. Vimal, i remember, haha, always the funny one. using all kinds of ways to teach us. I remember when i first got my SYF piece. whoa, i didnt know all the rhythm, and how to play. i didnt know ANYTHING! but yet, chor and vimal took out the tenor drum and taught me patiently. i remember how frustrated they got. because each time i got one set right, i'd forget the other and they got to teach all over again. but they never gave up. all these years, they've always been guiding me along, teaching and helping. even non band related. always when we've problems, with other friends or personal problems, they'd help and give whatever advice they can. I even remember Jia Rong teaching me how to play the bass drum. making me go all the way to the field with the military bass drum and play, training me to play LOUD. he always scolded me and eventually, i always ended up crying. we trained with all kinds of mellets, the gong mellet, the normal bass drum mellet and the new bass drum mellet that weigh ( i dont know how many KG). keep playing and scolding and playing and scolding untill SYF. haha. All the times we spent together, fond memories of being with them. and now, they've graduated, ready for a new adventure. :) THANK YOU!! ALL OF YOU! had it not been for them, i wouldnt know how to play anything! or read rhythm, or know how to side read. they've guide me all along, and teaching me, their different principals in life. thank you so much once again! you guys are GREAT!!! not only that, but AWESOME!!!!

Friday's investiture was an unforgettable one. and im sure these 3 guys would continue to inspire others with their talent and be successful in whatever they pursue. i wish them all the best in whatever they do. and YOU GUYS MUST COME BACK OFTENT HOR!!!!!!! :))

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sat in mitcher's car after band, before investiture. whoa thanks for the ride! :)
After investiture, went to KFC with HUIXIN, klarice, jonathan, marcus, jiarong, wfred, andrew, noel, jonas (ssw oboeist), cheng fu, and 2 other ssw people. :D haha. whoa. i bought TWO PIECE CHICKEN, and look what i find in the box?

3 JUICY CHICKEN!!! WHOA! 1 FREE CHICKEN! haha. the aunty must have put in accidentally. but WHOA! LOOK! :)))) muahahaha!!
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i just realised what it means to cherish and how it feels to loose something very very important. i just reconciled with someone and i hope we could remain as friends and mates with no other problems arising. :)

investiture

2008-12-05T09:54:00.003+08:00

:( You guys are graduating already ....
Whoa.... so fast.
investiture tonight.
going to meet huixin then go for band later on.
XING HONG,VIMAL, & JIA RONG!!!! :(
Graduate already!!! it was great having them in the section, learning EVERYTHING (good or bad) from them and experiencing everything with them. now that they are gone, WHOA!!!! IM SO GONNA MISS THEM LIKE MADDDD!!! please come back more oftent! and VIMAL you still owe me my chicken rice!!!! :D
anyway i wish them all the best and many successes in the years to come. and may they be successful in whatever they may pursue. inspire the world, with your abilities, and be someone special to another person. you guys are GREAT seniors!!! THANK YOU for teaching us, and sharing everything. and we are so gonna miss all your madness and horniness !!!
Made you guys something special. haha! cards and gifts lah.
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“Sometimes people carry to such perfection the mask they have assumed that in due course they actually become the person they seem.”
– W. Somerset Maugham

“For each new morning with its light,For rest and shelter of the night,For health and food, for love and friends,For everything Thy goodness sends.”- Ralph Waldo Emerson

I think it was inspirational. Not many people in their life ever get to play against the best. And when you play against the best you tend to learn and become better yourself.- Jill Hirschinger

“There was that law of life, so cruel and so just,that one must grow or else pay more for remaining the same.”
Norman Mailer

A ‘No’ uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a ‘Yes’ merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble.- Mohandas Gandhi

YAY!

2008-12-04T17:23:00.002+08:00

wooohooo..... so tired... and here i am again, blogging... ok i shall post this and get a few hours nap before i revise again.... :)
YAY! had another productive session with mr ng... :) haha i think he teach me untill he super pek chek... *pai seh*
i find myself so lost and clueless... now all i have to do is revise again. :)
whoa stayed in KFC from 10.30 to 16.00 then went over to coffee bean. i think swensen's hot chocolate nicer than coffee bean's lor. leaft there at 17.00....
INVESTITURE tomorrow mann!!!!! aww.....
jiarong, vimal and xing hong going to graduate already.... and percussion, i assume, hadnt got anything for them right!? -.-
made them something special. i hope they like :)
whoa.... i think im going to miss them like mad. whats percussion without vimal's madness and jiarong's horniness? :))) hahaha. and xinghong...
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*yawn* going to take a nap and start revising !!!
SABRINA WILL PASS AMATHS RETEST!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAH! and prove MADAM TOH WRONG! and she can never ever ignore me AGAIN!!!!! WHOAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
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woolala

2008-12-03T13:30:00.004+08:00

searched the refrigerator for food last night and guess what i ate!?
1) two packets of instant mee goreng
2)a cup of MILO
3)movie world chocolates (whoa taste heavenly! percussion, we bought for you lor! super nice! :) )
4) Twisties
5) KIWI
6) kueh
7) wanted to eat some more but.... haha went to sleep instead

woke up with a terrible dream.... OMG i wanted to cry....
i dreamt that i failed eveything for my prelims and o's are comming round the corner.... and i had to drop AMATHS! madam toh still laugh at me! and my english banded class changed from A to C! I went into the banded C class and miss NG laughed at me said served me right. whoa i felt so pathetic. the class looks different. and then some new teacher came in and for some reason she made me stand out of the class. it was raining. then somehow madam toh appeared again and whack me. whoa the i woke up.
OMG! it seemed so real! so scary! immediately i went to brush my teeth thereafter. -.-
super scary! the image of that nasty madam toh still runs in my head. everything seemed so real!!! OMG!
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okay i better start revising on my amaths! least the nasty madam toh turns out REAL! omg.
another few more months.... o level starts.
i dont think im prepared. and im so not going to land myself in ITE or any lousy poly. IM NOT going to land myself in some lousy poly and take some course i dont want to take. or land myself in some lousy JC and study for the next 2 years. IM NOT. NOT going to let that happen! so PULL UP YOUR SOCKS! and work!!!
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14 MORE DAYS! to YCKSB concert! please, support us and attend. each ticket costs $10.oo
any interested buyers can mail me at
li_wen_93@hotmail.com
haha and friends, dont back out after saying YES. its not polite.
its either you go, and appreciate or DONT GO at all. and dont think like you know everything. because you dont.
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okay off to pull up my socks. TATA

before that, an awesome song - Final countdown for cello and orchestra

http://www.imeem.com/people/pwSOIAm/music/W-e0xSyJ/orchestra_final_countdownmp3/

or watch this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IliwQImJrYE
its better.
AWESOME! :)

QUIZ

2008-12-03T12:29:00.002+08:00

SOME WEIRD QUIZ>>>>>>>

The person who tagged you is?
Ans: Joanne Goh hwee choo :)

2)Your relationship with him/her is?
Ans: BEST FRIENDS :)

3)Your 5 impressions of him/her is?
Ans: Weird, pretty, nonsensical, fill in the rest yourself :)

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ans: haha. when you're in need of help, she'd be there. ( i dont need to say out that incident, haha we know it)

5)The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Ans: ....hmm.....

6)If he/she become your lover, you will?
Ans: NOOOOOO!!!! IM NOT LESBIAN!!!!!

7)If he/she become your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Ans: HOW I KNOW! I WILL NEVER BECOME A LESBO!

8) If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Ans: i dont think we will be enemies.... but if we do, haha i'll leave her alone.

9)What you want to tell him/her now is?
Ans: joanne....this quiz is super lame.... haha

10)Your overall impression of him/her is?
Ans: funny and .... weird. haha!

11)How do you think people around you feel about you?
Ans: HOW I KNOW! i dont do surveys about myself!

12)The characteristics you love of yourself are?
Ans: im cucumberlishly sexy! haha. no lah just kidding. hmm...optimistic and outgoing

13)The ideal person you want to be is?
Ans: MYSELF! who else do i want to copy?

14)For people that care and like you, say something to them
Ans: Thanks for caring and liking. haha. i cherish every one of you. :)

Pass this Quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1)Huixin
2)Yingsi
3)Marcus
4)Haiping
5)wee kiat
6)Jonathan
7)jiarong
8)Winniefred
9)Klarice
10)uh... jonas brothers? :)

15) Who is number 6 having relationship with?
Ans:uh i dont know...
16) Is number 9 a male or female?
Ans: haha im not sure... let me check :D
17) If number 7 and number 10 are together, will it be a good thing..
Ans: uh if they knew each other.... no it wont... haha. they'd make a bad gay relationship!
18) What is number 2 studying?
Ans: Shes studying BIRDS :O
19)When was the last time you had a chat with number 3?
Ans: uh i just talked to him... haha
20) What kind of music band does number 8 like?
Ans: dont know leh... but she likes soda green alot! haha
21)Does number 1 has any siblings?
Ans: yeah! 3!
22) Will you woo number 3?
Ans: Nope i dont think so. hes too sexy for me. :)
23) How about number 7?
Ans: haha no way! his GF would come killin me!
24) Is number 4 single?
Ans: haha HAIPING ar!? ask him lah!
25) What is the surname of number 5?
Ans: CHAN :)
26) What are the hobbies for number 10
Ans: good question. wait till i know them first ok? :)
27) Do number 5 and number 9 get along well?
Ans: uh... im not that sure. haha
28) Where is number 2 studying at?
Ans: School for the BIRDS... haha no la. Yio Chu Kang Sec Sch.
29) Say something about number 1
Ans: Huixin has a very loud voice and she likes calling me cucumber. haha HUIXIN IS THE BEST BUDDY LAH OK!?
30)Have you try developing feeling for number 8?
Ans: maybe i would if im lesbian
31) Where did number 9 live?
Ans: uh good question.... :)
32) What colour does number 4 likes?
Ans: many colours that i can think of
33) Are Number 1 and 5 best friends?
Ans: pretty much BEST FRIENDS. haha
34)Does number 1 has pets
Ans: YUP! rabbits and hamsters!!! and im still waiting for the rabbits.....
35) Is Number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ans: JIARONG is the SEXY INHALER MAN! haha
36)What is number 10 doing now?
Ans: uh... wait till i know them ok? haha.

whala

2008-12-02T16:13:00.004+08:00

HEY MAL! GOOD LUCK! For the ensemble you guys are preparing! I hope it turn out fine. nope, IT WILL TURN OUT FINE! haha. awesome song. looking forward to you guys playing it!! GOOD LUCK!
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finally watched August Rush :)
super nice show. one word - AWESOME
but quite abrupt ending..... and quite impossible when he know nothing about music and he can write his own symphony. :D haha
whoa but jonathan Rhys meyers is super handsome. haha. you guys should watch it!!! :) haha.

:)
MUST WATCH MUST WATCH!
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This is just a GENERAL post. nothing that reflects anyone or me.
words are powerful. you never know what you say may hurt another person. its fun to spread nonsense but before you know anything, please shut your gaps and stop gossipping about. it hurts another person with only one word. spend your time on other things instead of making mindless conversation about others. if you're that PERFECT then critisize others. but if you're not, mind your ownself, and spend your time on other things. dont spend your time on mindless topics talking about mindless stuffs. please THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. dont say sorry after hurting another person. so please, SHUT UP and mind your own business.
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Jason Mraz - Hey Love

(ba dah bum bum bum, ba dah buh da bums)
Stay, Hey love, where you going to?
You're not sleeping anymore, you're just trying to.
Hey, Stay love, where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, don't let it kill you.
I said easily with me
I feel as fast as I can see..
Just afraid of all the horror stories
I fall down on my knees.
Come away, come away
From all these things unheard
If a chosen word has got you cornered
Then it's a lesson learned
Like close the book before it burns you now
Come away, come away
From all these things unseen
At the price you paid
I promise you won't believe anything they say
Belief will only disappoint you now
Well in case you never noticed the path you never chose has chosen you.
Dont be afraid to face and break it, your secrets safe
Dont be afriad to face and break it, your secret stays, stays, stayin
Hey, Hey Love, where ya goin, ya goin to?
Your not sleeping, your not sleeping here, no not
Hey Love, Hey Love, Hey Love,where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, try not to let it kill you.
(ba dah bum bum bum, ba duh bum bums)

101th post

2008-12-02T11:42:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Went down to AMK KFC to meet mr Andrew Ng, Huixin,weekiat,elaine,Ivy,Viswa,Yishan and Jonas (ssw oboeist). haha first time i see wee kiat's super excited face when we talked about (haha we-know-what) .... :)

Grab SubWay and went down to sembawang with Mr Andrew Ng, Huixin and Jonas(ssw oboeist).

THANK YOU MR NG!!!!! :D :D :D :D haha. whoa very productive session. :)
Left Sembawang at about 5 plus. in the end reached Bishan at 7... -.- wth lah. we missed 169 the first time. waited for 15 minutes and there came another 169.... but it just drove off... Huixin said because it was FULL. -.- so we waited again for another 169 and what seemed like another million donkey years, the bus came. board the bus and went down to AMK hub. from there took a transfer from 88 to Bishan. whoa cant believe i missed my stop and in the end ended up at J8

-.- WTH. haha. i was stonong in the bus, thinking about things and then when i finally came back to my human world, WHALA IM IN J8.... great. i missed 3 stops. so took a detour home and reached home at about 7.... :( rushed off to chinese tuition which am already late.... haha. WTH la. kena scolded by that teacher again. he seemed like a very notorious, evil'istic person. chinese tuition, a total waste of time and money. -.-

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HAHA. im beginning to grow Fond of star wars... i dont know why. somehow i find it QUITE interesting. and hayden christensen is SO HANDSOME! haha. YOU should also watch AWAKE starring hayden Christensen. very nice show. :)

have been watching all the star wars trilogies . find it pretty interesting and nice. haha. nahh but i dont think i'll pay money to watch the animated version. :)

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TODAY

met jonathan at KFC... haha.

yup KFC AGAIN.

apparently jonathan screamed when his phone drops and the whole KFC can hear him. so everyone was pretty much looking at our direction. JONATHAN, DONT DO THAT AGAIN. haha.

ok i find my blog post being very wordy these days. shall post some funny pictures.

haha saw a few of these on the web... pretty interesting.

imagine if singapore toilet's are like that...... haha OMG....

Monalisa......

"my butt hurts"

"WHAT?"

haha. okay thats for today :)

CIAO

I see you in my head everyday

i think you're drivin me crazy

cuz each time i open my mouth to say

how much my feelins are for you

im not perfect

nooooo oh

..........

(Some song lyrics) :)

and if you're trying to read this, you're retarded. haha. im just pasting this for fun

100th post

2008-12-01T09:39:00.002+08:00

whoa... BLOGGER JAMS again!!! cant upload any photos...... nvm... i'll transfer to my psp.... and i can share it with everyone... haha.
all the UNGLAMS... :D

i still remember the day before we fly, i wasnt looking forward to it. didnt even feel a single bit of excitement. even when i was at the airport, or boarding the plane, i didnt have any feelings. i wasnt looking forward to anything that was going to happen. i didnt feel elated, or happy or proud. i didnt. and yet here i am, now, wishing if only we could've stayed there longer... if only i really did my best and made things perfect. and missing the days we all spent together. in the bus, in the apartment... everywhere we went we had an identity. we are from singapore, we are from YCKSB. and we go everywhere together, as a group, as a band. and we ate together, played together. we did eveything, as a group, as a band. now, all we had are memories and photos. i really miss the days we spent there. And i hope there would be a chance again for other people to have the same experience as me. even those who didnt have a chance to go, i hope they could feel and enjoy the same things we had together over there. haha.
my post are becomming very wordy these days.... :D i'll try to post some photos.... if blogger or photobucket allows...

AND MARCUS I WANT MY NUTS BACK!!!!!! (MACADAMIA NUTS) not nut paste!! NUTS! :)

each time i see you or think about you, i feel a surge of anger. PLEASE stop pretending and be yourself. stop ACTING. please stop acting matured when you're not and dont make yourself look so frail and innocent. you have the whole world cheated, you have the whole universe blinded. BUT YOU CAN NEVER CHEAT ME. so stop using your little acts on others too. one word for you- hypocrite.

BRISBANE

2008-11-28T12:28:00.002+08:00

WOW. the trip was so FUN.
we get to learn alot alot of things and experience the different things in australia. had very fun master classes with dr peddel, dr morris and mr davis. went to the different schools and we had to make do with their percussion instruments. form this trip it has mreally made me realise the different weak points and the weaknesses in me. through the different schools and master classes, i have really benefitted alot. and that one man that mde these all possible is MR GOPAL. i would really like to thank him. so much for giving us and providing us with the funds to make this trip possible. and thanks to mthe many teachers and mr desmond and mr andrew ng for taking care of us and making this a very enjoyable trip. there are alot of photos i would gladly like to share. but for one, we are not supposed to post any photos of the teachers or the adults. and for two, i have 600 or more photos to upload which would be killing me. so, if you would very well like to see, the many candid, unglam, funny, beautiful and fun photos of the various teachers, band mates and the awesome experience we had there, find me, and i'll gladly show you. haha. :D

I'm missing brisbane so much.
day 1:
arrived at brisbane. it wasnt cold that day. the weather was about the same as here on day 1. the food at golden palace was pretty yucky. except for the yum cha part for lunch on monday. food was pretty fabulous and they all come in HUGE portions! their fries are like the size of my thumb. haha. and you have to pay for all the ketchup and all. paid $1.20 for tar tar and chili sauce in movie world.
all the master classes were fun and it really helped alot. one thing i really learnt was adapting. we had to make do with the percusson instruments the schools have. and all the instruments are not the same as the one ycksb has. i had this experience in bellevue park school. its a government primary school. and their bass drum is that military bass drum. and their snare and everything was so small and short. i dont know how to put it. but what i really learnt is multi percussioning and moving fast and quick, think ahead and planning. the different ways you have to play because each time the instruments is different. for jiarong, i guess it would be much more. there was one he had to try to play with only 3 timps. all these little experiences has taught me many things.
and i really like the BPO concert. it was an extraordinary exposure to orchestre music. i really like it alot. and that guy who sang, WHOA. kudos to him. he sang very well, very nice. although i dont understand the things he's serenating, but he sang it with much emotions and that you too, get to feel it. its a kind of feeling, i can never express. the experience, was WONDERFUL. and their concert was superb. it was a once in a life time opportunity to go to the clock tower and experience this.
shopping was pretty much the best part. who doesnt like shopping right?
bought many things here and there. everything in the wholesale centre where we went on the 5th day, was CHEAP. cotton on jeans for 10 bucks, shoes 10 bucks, belt one dollar, shorts 5 dollars...... rip curl and all the other brandeds. havaianas for 10 bucks! but i didnt buy it. bought havaianas in the airport for only 24.95! wow! great bargain.

oh and thanks mr davis for the pizza treat. had dinner that day in redlands college. mr davis bought us pizzas and brownies. AND THEY TASTE AWESOMELY NICE!
their schools are so HUMOUNGOUSLY BIG. one of their fields would be equivalent to yckss. and i like their system where all of them have to learnt music till a certain age and from there it would be optional. and they dont just learn the recorder like what we learnt here. went we were touring canterbury college, mr davis told us that they pay about a thosand bucks for lessons a year. they have music studios and classes. and they learnt pretty much a variety of music. which, i think singapore should also adopt this system.
movie world was, needless to say, FUN.
the SUPERMAN ride was AWESOME! it travells at a super fast speed and in a few seconds, the ride is over. and when we came down and look at how the thing goes, we were like "are you sure we went this way? we really sat that?" its different watching it, and seating it. superman is awesome!
shared money with miss lu and a few band students to buy mr ng a harry porter wand. haha.
wow i really like the food at jarkarta indonesian restaurant. their food tastes super NICE.
of all, this trip was really very very fun. no other words can express the experience we had. and this is more than just awesome. the trip was very beneficial and it gave me many extraordinary experiences and accounts. :)

also, it has really made me see and realise the different things we have and the different people. i'm starting to grow more fond of many of my friends and people i thought i'd never talk to them, i have actually started friendships with them. it has not only bonded us but made us a stronger group. i hope, that in the near future, there would be such atrip again and more people would get to experience what we went through and what benefit from the many experiences thay have.
head over heels heels over heads. hahaha. i think i'm crazy thinking about IT every day. haha. wooo....super duper eye appealing!

SINGAPORE, IM BACK! (not excited)

2008-11-28T10:51:00.004+08:00

SUPER DUPER ALOT OF PHOTOS TO POST! if you want to see, come ad find me. i;ll show you. hahaha. YAY. took alot of photos with mr andrew ng, and miss lu and mr desmong ng and mr davis. hehe. if you really want to see, i'll gladly share with you. hehe. alot alot of photos to post lah. there are like 600 and more photos. so lazy to post and blogger is lagging. so come find me i'll show it to you. :D

whoa I'M MISSING BRISBANE..... missing waking up in the apartment.... going for breakfast. missing all the schools.... and the people. and the fish and chips and the indonesian food....even the horrible chinese food i'm missing. and the awesome peopl i see everytime we fall in in the morning..... really missing eveything there. its a waste, not going, for some. haha. brisbane was really fun. you learn alot of things you can never get here.

this is in the airplane back to singapore.

some words dont have to be spoken

2008-11-28T10:42:00.002+08:00

some words dont have to be spoken. everyone has a conscience. if you're guilty and you happened to chance upon a certain conversation or a post or a rumour, you will ask yourself, "is that me?" or confront the person "were you talking about me?' then try to hide your guilt and add in "no right? (with a smiley face) to make it sound random and happy. well some words dont have to be spoken. and NO, i have no problems with my other friends. jus ask yourself what you've really done. i dont want to think about it but you kept repeating and repeatingly bring up the things nobody want to know. and YOU kept influencing me on things that are NOPE not true. and YOU tried to brain wash me and made me somebody i dont want to be. and YOU dared to ask me that? think about it. whoever YOU are. if you still have a brain, think about it. you know who you are. and i dont have to say it. somethings dont have to be said directly. even if i put it indirectly, if you are guilty, you'll know it. and YOU very well know what i meant.
oh and just to add in, YOU are the only one i have a problem with. why? because you made this mess up yourself and you happened to be stuck in your own little spidey web. the world's not fun to mess with, friend. get a life. seriously.

2008-11-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

haha. im now like at changi airport lah..... (:
okok. nothing to say. haha. RANDOM -.-

a short clip

2008-11-21T11:05:00.002+08:00

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14 more hours

2008-11-21T09:35:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER 14 MORE HOURS!!!

PHEW...... yesterday.....
played the piano part for willson suite movement two..... OH MANN!! i screwed up ALOT! really ALOT! and especially the last part. i was so nervous and all i could do was smile awkwardly to MR NG. :(
missed quite a handful of bars there... WHOA! must practice MORE!
quite pleased when MR NG said i'm a fine pianist. WHAHAHAHAHOHO. but aiya i'm nothing compared to others. still, at least i tried......
*cross fingers* I HOPE I DONT SCREW UP ON THE TRIP!!!!! I HOPE I PLAYED MY BEST AND SHOWED MY BEST!!!! and I HOPE EVERYONE WILL TOO! :)

BUBBLE WRAP the snare!!! haha. quite fun bubble wrapping. and others, sitting at one corner poking the little bubble things..... pop pop pop pop pop pop pop.....
haha.
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14 MORE HOURS and we'd be FLYING OFF TO BRISBANE !!!! YAY! jiayou YCKSB! as soon as we touch down, i hope we can all play our best. (: hehehahahoho.
wow. packing is such a disaster! i just realised my LUGGAGE IS DAMN SMALL!
after putting the band formal uniform and all, i have totally no space for shoe bag and ETCETC.... :O ARGH! felt like pulling my hair off last night. was packing last night and tried to squeeze everything in there.... but CANNOT! when your luggage is only THAT size.... i think theres a bigger one somewhere... but dont know where -.- haha. going to lompang a few things here and there. haha. still thinking where to put those shopping things when comming back....
wow. in like lets say another more 22 to 24 hours or so, we'd reach BRISBANE and we'd be playing at REDLANDS COLLEGE together with mr davis.... imagine everything.... wow.
:) looking forward to everything, feeling excited and scared.... worried and nervous. the anxiety in me pulling off......
YINGSI should be in taiwan by now..... haha. that MAD BIRD. better remember to buy my things. haha. and dont go crazy on the streets. :) haha. i'm sorry i didnt find you the information as to where to shop all those. haha. no time to do those lah friend. :)) ok.haha

......ok going to pack some unfinish stuff, practice awhile more and finish my korean drama before setting off.... hehe. ok bye everyone! i'll be back in 7 days time! (: (: (:

*crosses fingers* i hope i dont screw up..... haha.

SCARED...... X/

2008-11-19T18:31:00.004+08:00

WOW. today's band practice and sectionals was very productive.

YESTERDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~
went sembawang for practice..... (: wow. haha. quite proud of myself actually. imagine 2 years ago and now..... what a difference. i never knew i could play those pieces you know.
1 MORE DAY!!!! and we are leaving for BRISBANE!!!!! scared actually..... i dont think i'm prepared...... haha. SABRINA HAVE CONFIDENCE!!!!!!!
yay! I'M PROUD OF JILL! i'm proud to have a junior like her. she has improved like tremendously over the years.... haha (: JILL! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! LOL!.

wow. todays practice was like hard core. went to the band room at about 9.45.... had a super nice old chang kee curry pok and had sectionals.....
OMG I CANNOT IMAGINE HOW IT'S GONNA BE LIKE TOMORROW!!!!
I DONT THINK I CAN PLAY that piano part for willson suite lah! :(
really...... i think tomorrow, i'm so gonna freak out and screw badly.....
*cross fingers* i hope i dont screw up tomorrow.... i hope i dont screw up tomorrow......

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SABRINA MUST HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE!!!!
yeah. thats what i'm lacking.....confidence..... hmm. must have more self esteem..... (:

nothing to blog about today.....
off to practice.......
*crosses figers* I HOPE I DONT SCREW UP TOMORROW!
haha.
and everybody, VIMAL IS THE BEST PERSON EVER! haha. just being random. but really, vimal is like............ "GOD"
haha. -.- not really. just kidding.

okay, gonna practice my butts off tonight.
(:

everything is just gone

2008-11-17T12:58:00.003+08:00

I woke up this morning to find that everything is just a dream
we were once best buddies;
we once shared everything we know, everything we had.
we were like the closest of the closest,
and i thought friendships like that will never end
But who knows?
like in a fraction of a second,
everything just stood stagnant.
everything suddenly seemed untrue and fake
everything just seemed like a terrible joke
then hatred starts to pour in
and contradictive words filled in between
i used to question myself
and asked, maybe i was the one at fault
but no. we both are.
and i try so hard to salvage,
but it wont work when you dont want to work the same way as me
we need to talk
we need to thrash things out
and you, seriously have to change that mentality of yours
i had enough
i seriously had enough
what true friendships;
what faith and what trust;
you made me realise how realistic this world actually is
you showed me your true colours
maybe you should really tear down that mask of yours
and stop pretending
maybe we should both just end here
maybe we should say our goodbyes
but then once again,
i question our friendship,;
i question the things we once shared together.
how bonded we once used to be
and then, it just end here? just suddenly, it stood stagnant
no ending, nothing happening
i'm sick, and tired of listening to your contradictive explanations
and i really tried to forget eveything and give in again
but to think back of what really happened and what you've done
it really pained me
maybe i should speak no more
and think no more
i keep blinding myself, keep telling myself
but i cant
i trusted you.
we were once best buddies
and then what happened?
maybe
maybe
it should just end here
before things become even worse
i do not want it to end, but you made it so
you wanted it
and you, have thought me how real this world is
how, we should not trust someone too much
you.
made me
know
that everything is FAKE. and probably, nothing was ever true.
so shut up, and leave it, stop acting like all and all, its not your fault
and all is blloody hell my fault
and stop spreading whatever you dont know
because what you thought you may know, are actually not what it actually is.
so
leave it

because i already
forgave
but i will certainly NOT
forget.
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Thank you so much for being there always, and you guys know who you actually are. thank you so much.

just stay strong and ignore whatever people have to say. because word spreads fast, like wild fire. and in the process, thins are being added in. be discerning. get a life.

YCKSB CONCERT

2008-11-17T11:23:00.002+08:00

YCKSB CHRISTMAS CONCERT 2008
FREE seating- at VICTORIA CONCERT HALL
18th december 2008, THURSDAY, 7p.m
Each ticket costs $10.00

PLEASE SHOW US YOUR SUPPORT!!! AND BUY TICKETS FROM ME!!!!! contact me at : li_wen_93@hotmail.com

(:

wow :)

2008-11-17T10:16:00.004+08:00

wow, never been blogging for days, and i realised that alot of people are tagging in my tag board. haha.

TAG REPLIES:

HUIXIN: yeah buddy! no time mah.... (:

EE SIEW: okay. thanks
Yingsi: i think its time for you to eat your medicine..... haha. have a nice trip! dont fly into the sky okay??

Joanne: I WANT! haha. send me ok ok?

valerie: ok. same to you too. all the best ya? (:

Jon: LOL. OK.

FINALLY BRIDGING IS OVVVVERRRRR!!!!!!! i can finally sleep IN! :) :) :)

WHOA.... can you imagine? in like four days and a few more hours time, we'd be gathering at CHANGI airport, checking in......doing all those stuffs and finally, board the plane to our destination together, as a band! and then we'd get to learn and experience SO MUCH things that others could not. and then we'd be teaching others what we've learnt, and we'd be sharing our fantastic experience with out fellow mates. can you imagine that? but meanwhile, you've got to practice real hard to be prepared. ....... WHOA. brought back the snare home..... practicing all the parts..... feeling real scared now. :x

WOOOO..... JONAS BROTHERS burning up book is coming out in NOVEMBER 18! which is TOMORROW!!!!! whahahaha. i so want to buy it.

visit http://www.jonasbrothersbook.com/ !!! Awesome! (: (: (:

hahaha. (:

nothing to blog about now, - off to practice.... (:

If you're trying to read THIs, you're retarded. haha. (:

bad ached

2008-11-12T15:43:00.004+08:00

WHAHAHA. I WASNT LATE for bridging TODAY! HOORAY! (: (: (:

HAHA. oh mann. having terrible stomach aches now..... spending half the day in the toilet disposing toxics.... ewww..... :(

dont think i would be going to school tomorrow.... see how the stomach reacts..... :((((

woww bridging today was...... -.- for some reason i felt so sleepy. fell asleep in chemistry class after the practical. Emily Ng was quite boring.... luckily shes not my teacher. -.-

went home after school intending to go visit the barber.... haha. not the baber. i mean the salon. :DDDD guess i was too lazy.... been staying at home till since. :D okay going out soon after posting this.... and I HAVE SOMETHING TO ANNOUNCE!!!! PEH YING SI IS GOING MAD GRADUALLY! i guess her mama must have dropped her when she was a baby or maybe she was born with severe head damage. lesson learnt- NEVER EVER GIVE YOUR FRIENDS your passwords. asked yingsi to help me put in some coding. and in the end she posted some stupid post - below this.....
the post below this post IS: POSTED BY PEH YING SI -.-
when you're mad, you're forever mad........ hahaha
~~~~~~~~~~~~in this period of time, i have~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
its good to have someone you trust. its good to have a listening ear. its good to have faith and trust in someone. but when you trust that someone too much, they may in turn, turn around and stab you in the back. some people are just not so simple. during this period of time, i have learnt not too trust people too easily and to have my back watched; not to over trust in somebody and in turn harm yourself. this period of time has made me realise alot of things. indeed, time, can make someone reveal themselves. time, can show all true colours. THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK OR DONT SPEAK AT ALL.
dont be contradictive and please know what you are speaking. if not, then shut your gap. you know. you are not only affecting yourself but everybody. youre becomming like one of those stupid emo kids. and sometimes, no, not sometimes, everytime, you say something that will contradict yourself. and please open the dictionary, your eyes and your ears and use a little bit of your brains to process what others are saying. dont misunderstand and misinterprete what people are saying and then open your gap sprouting nonsense. and please, before you scold someone, make sure you never commit that mistake youself. look at yourself. just open the damn cupboard and look. i dont have to say more. you know yourself. aiya, why must i feel so pissed? why must i even bother i should STOP. just stop minding this. -.- LOL. so LAME . it just my mistake to have fait in you. NABEI. is all i can say. no words cn express the anger. if only i could make you disappear, i swear i will shave you bald and throw you in the pacific oceans. and the whales will eat you up, vomit your remainings in the south china sea and then your remainings will rot there. and then the south china sea will grow many short plants and then.......... -.- so LOL.

OK. off to visit the barber. i mean hair salon. hahaha. (:

Confessions

2008-11-12T15:39:00.004+08:00

Hi Yingsi, I love you so much! I wonder how i could ever get on with my life without you. I love you for being irritating, I love you for talking to yourself, I love sitting beside you every lesson, I love to doodle all kind of nonsenses in your oh-so-cute lil book, I love you calling me a cucumber, I love you for being ridiculous crazy sometimes, I love you for brightening up my day each time i see you!:D I love to blog about you, I love you for whatever you've done, I love you more than i can say. Now, i truly regret for always calling you a bird, I sincerely apologize, will you please forgive me?

With loves, sabrina XOXO

P/s: Till death do we part

i'm back

2008-11-11T16:49:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHA I"M BACK. so bored...... so i've been listening to all those chinese songs.... trying out a new kind of ....... hmmm how should i out it.... its like trying out a new kind of ice cream....
-.- anyway. came across this awesome song.... :)

Love'>http://www.imeem.com/briankee/music/_oKS_iF0/fan_yi_chen_love_story/">Love Story - Fan Yi Chen
love story

爱的故事有很多
你一定听过
她们说最美的爱情像湖泊
美的忍不住停留而任性的风
吹过了却飘下一片片叶落
放开手往北方走留下伤心的树独自忍受
你离开我连一句话都不说
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁
看今夜的流星划过了天际笑我的心
我无法再冷静
请你要倾听
你是我的唯一
我不愿去相信
我们之间隔
着海洋的距离
我的爱已融化在空气里

nice...... chinese songs are not that bad after all..... :)
^^

HAPPY DAY

2008-11-11T15:09:00.005+08:00

HAPPY DAY!!!! (:

wooooooooooooooooooooo. clear skies, bright sun shining over the once overcast, grey sky. i was watching the cashmere mafia advertisement on TV and i came across this. it said, "When you are down..... when you are sad..... when you are mad..... when you have reached the limit and have broken down.... your friends will be the ones who put you back together." WOW. really. been thinking about of alot of things recently. realised that i have been behaving very immatured these days. my thinking, my assumptions. i think i've been starting to lose my grip. GET A HOLD OF MYSELF!!!!!!!

. I will NOT lose my temper again
. I will not lose my patience again
. I will not vent out my frustrations and irritations out again
. I will learn how to keep my cool
. I will stop wasting precious time and begin my studies
. I will find back MYSELF and be MYSELF, i will not live in a world of regrets or denial, or assumptions.
. I must find myself back. confidence. firm. strong. and be ME. the once ME.
. and lastly, I will STOP. STOP. STOP being pessimistic. i wasnt like this before. i dont know why. what has gotten into me these days????
. i'm ashamed, embarassed, disappointed with MYSELF. and for THAT, i will not ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN. and i WILL NOT ALLOW myself to have those thoughts and assumptions. i will change for the better. and i PROMISE.

forgive but dont forget.
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WOW! 10 more days! 10 more days!!!!!!! counting down to friday lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
wow. bridging again. cant wait for it to end. i WAS LATE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody hell!
somehow i snoozed the alarm and went back to sleep and then....mom woke me up at 6.45.... still, i was LATE. oh mann. *irresponsible*
(:
WAIT AND SEE!!!!!!!!!! I WILL NOT BE LATE TOMORROW!! WHAHAHAHA!
after bridging went to the band room. wanted to say hi to someone but apparently that person didnt even bother. so, why should i? ..... *-.-*
went to KFC with my buddy and yingsi. haha. and then head home. on my way, witnessed something quite interesting....

boy 1 "(walks to girl) uh.... i'm leo. ......(smiles)"
Girl "who are you?"
boy 1 "i'm matthew. (smiles)"
Girl "huh? who the hell are you (gives dulan face)"
boy "uh....i'm... i'm benjamin. can i have your number?"
Girl "(diaos and walk away with that dulan face)"
boy and friends "(laughs and walk away too)"

how LOL...... such a joke to prank about. -.-
haha anyway, heres a few photos amd videos of TODAY. :D
apparently, yingsi's using the tuner.....and.....

thats my friend again.... :D PEH YING SI

i dont know what shes doing but well..... :D

i also dont know what shes doing with andrew...... near the boys toilet..... :D

and thats my buddy's water bottle. apparently ita a MILK BOTTLE!! YEP..... huixin's milk bottle. :DDDDD with piyoh piyoh on it. haha.

what a day. life's so much FUN. HAHA. hopefully we will continue to walk down this route of life. and we'll support each other, care, and help, have fun, cry and do eveything, share our feelings and thoughts, and be there in times of need. thats what friends are for what. :D haha. friends, i cherish every one of you guys and hopefully, we'll stay in contact forever, untill we get married, habe kids and eventually die.... :D

THANKS BUDDY! and joanne and yingsi! haha. :D :D :D really.

haha.

changed the blog song again. wow. nice song. very meaning ful. i was reading the lyrics!! CHINESE WORDS LEH!!! :D so proud of myself. :D

关于蓝天的忧郁

我想了解分析

却不经分心

不禁想起

长发飘逸的你

关于你给的回忆

我想你也想不起

只因为所以有自知之明

我只敢远远望着你

从没想过那么心痛以后

你还是陪在我生命中

最空虚的时候

我仿佛回到那感动

从没想过离开伤心以后

我终于能够当你面前

勇敢的对你说出口

你曾经让我心动

我要加紧脚步加紧脚步对你说

你曾经让我心动

okay thats for today. ^^

2008 mock asean conference

2008-11-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

i seriously dont know whats going on with her. maybe she was too bored that she started taking photos.... of herself.....

and then she did this to nicholas....

HAH. :D

2008 mock ASEAN conference.....

Went for the 2008 MOCK ASEAN conference at presbytarian high.

wow GOOD JOB EVERYONE! :D *pat yourself on your shoulder*

it was, i can say, an experience....apart from the broing parts and here and there, and the miserable quantity of food they give you, it was quite okay. you can see what other schools have done and how prepared they are. wow for the first time i missed school....i actually missed going to school and i regretted. haha. how much have i missed?

WOW. whenever you're rushing for time, something just have to crop up. luckily i didnt miss the bus. i was finding my specs. and it was just RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! but for some reason i just COULDNT SEE IT! argh!

haha. andrew just called me. WTH! how stupid. i asked them to take the bus to the prime super market. and some how they end up at the other end of bishan- kuo chuan.

WTH!?

hahahaha. what a day.

WOW. we are talking at last! i cant believe it! i seriously hope things would go back to like as before. je'taime. :D

PHOTOS!

2008-11-09T17:59:00.005+08:00

hsm'>http://www.imeem.com/people/1rEc4Ga/playlist/7PQ-QYIp/hsm_3_can_i_have_this_dance_video_playlist/">hsm 3 - can i have this dance

my favourite in HSM3.... i actually like this song. wow. i wouldnt mind to watch this again. haha.

[Gabriella]
Take my hand,
take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing)
wherever we go next
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning
the chances of finding
someone like you
It's one in a million, t
he chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together,
we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Troy]
Take my hand,
I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fallYou know I'll catch you threw it all[
Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)'
Cause my heart is (cause my heart is)
wherever you are
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million,
the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together,
we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough,
oceans too wide'
Cause together or not,
our dance won't stopLet it rain,
let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe,
that we were meant to be
(chorus)It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

A FEW PHOTOS :D

look at HIS SOCKS...

COOKIE MONSTER!!!!

HAHA LOL. i dont know how this got into my phone either.

.....what are they doing to nicholas huh?

WHOA... when you're feeling hungry in the night, MOM's THE BEST! japanese CURRY RICE!! YUMMY!!!!!!!

treat for the ASEAN little students..... :D

we were so tired..... guess this is the only way to sleep. he was pretending to read the worksheet but his eyes were closed. HAHA. i was WORST. i was sitting there, MR LEE talking about the ASEAN thingy. and the paper was right infront of my face, i was sleeping the whole time. haha. but we were really so tired what...... :D

what else can you do when you're bored? draw lo.....

ramdom ugly sketches...

HAH. THATS ABOUT ALL. haha. my posts these days are like quite boring lah. hmm... wow. MISSING SCHOOL TOMORROW! and for the first time i'm feeling quite unhappy to miss school. had to go for the mock asean conference, and we would be missing school. WHICH MEANS, i'd be missing mr poogan's lesson! YEP, he's teaching us SS. and i heared he's a good, crappy funny teacher, despite that srtict face he pulls over his face every morning. and i'd be missing his first lesson. oh DAMN IT! :(

pace each stride you take

2008-11-09T17:11:00.003+08:00

woo i'm blogging again.... for the past few days my computer couldnt get access to the internet and besides i was so dead tired......the exams are over, but I STILL HAVE TO GO FOR CHINESE TUITION! oh mann. thats the last subject you actually want to study for..... wow.

THURSDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

guess what happened. i actually ended up quarelling with my best friend. maybe not "best friend" but closer. what should i say? we were closer than families, our relations were like thicker than blood. i once trusted her so much. but in the end. things just had to happen. Maybe this is GOD's way of testing me. testing us. we were closer than sisters, i could say. I didnt meant for it to happen. i really cared. i was there as a friend, to talk to her, and to sort things out. but i guess, it didnt work. I just lost my temper. i couldnt stand it anymore. my frustrations and irritation was pushing me to an end. i could control it no longer. i cannot stand it when she keeps running away from it. and then, i just exploded. i started to shout. i shouldnt. and then i broke down. you know, there has been many things that had been happening. i know you are facing alot of problems. problems i can never put a finger to. but how can i understand when.... its over anyway. i dont want to think about it.... what made me more disappointed was that you're not talking to esther anymore. i really want to try and help. but what can i do? i'm just standing there, trying all i can to help, but you're not letting me. i apologise too. i'm at fault too. maybe i should be more understanding. maybe i was oversensitive. but please STOP assuming. i really hope you could be like how you were once that cheerful, all bubbly and nice, thoughtful and understanding little girl.

ANYWAY, thanks everybody....especially my BUDDY and joanne... and sheila,yingsi,esther, nicholas and ALL OF YOU. really. i didnt mean to pour it all out. but it has reached till a limit when theres really nothing more i can do. but cry, like a coward. BUT THANKS. you guys were always there when i needed your help. thanks for all the advice and all.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

THURSDAY NIGHT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

she called. she was calmer then before. i was too. and we talked. i should keep my cool. i should. and i did. we talked in a more calmer mood. trying to sort things out. and then she explained. i was wrong about certain things. shes really so stressed out that i can see, shes breaking down into pieces. maybe we have all misunderstood her. maybe we really did. but there are certain things which i still, cannot understand.

maybe i should just forget about it and leave it. sometimes it's better to leave things and let it die off. and then wounds will satrt healing. there would be a mark, a scar, but at least, its healed and certain things can go back like usual. OR. things may not go back like usual. running away from problems is NOT the way to solve things. you are only making yourself, more miserable. i just want you to know, that i really cared.

FRIDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wow. looking forward to the BRISBANE trip..... cant wait :D we are like going to learn so many things. just feeling scared...to be performing in front of all those music students. PRO's. wow.

SUNDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OH MANN. we were driving to ANG MO KIO. about to park and have breakfast and then "CRASH"
some old vehicle crashed in to our car. i was shocked. or maybe a stronger word for that. we went down and look at the car. :O
it was terrible. at the right hand corner of the car, at the back. the whole thing just hung there. i'm not sure of hoe to describe it but it was just so...... :O
and then we looked at the old toyota. -.- only the head light was damaged. WHY? its like old vs new. the impact was so hard. and were more damaged. then the woman said it was our fault. she claimed that she was horning but we just kept reversing. i SERIOUSLY HEARED NO HORN AT ALL! i DARE BET she was travelling at a fast speed. and I DOUBT she even horned. no body heared lah! and she even wanted daddy to compansate her cash and settle it outside. but daddy was smart enough. he didnt want to give her cash. neither did he want to settle it outside. so he let the insurance company do all the work. whe i look at the card, i felt a tinge of pain. it was like i could see the money flying away. how much more money did he have to spent? he already paid for my brisbane trip, my expenses, my sister's university fees, and now THIS? its like you could feel your heart ached. there is no words to describe it. but when you look at it, you can feel that pain. that aced. like so "sim tiah" and that woman was so "zhuai" so well versed. like she has crashed into other people a million times and is so experienced. she even asked "first time is it?" i felt like asking her to "SHUT UP! and F--- OFF." She even wanted daddy to sign her statement which states that he will bear all liability. NO WAY MANN! daddy is not so stupid.
anyway, thats all for today..... wow.
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wow EVERYBODY! you must watch SUMMERLAND. its such a good show. makes you cry like hell. :D really. go watch the first season first. :DDDDD haha.

wow 81st post since MAY

2008-11-05T20:26:00.001+08:00

....scary encounter with somebody by the name of PEH YING SI :D

I say:
oi happy rainbow
I say:
I say:
I say:
I say:
I say:
Yingsi says:
!!!
I say:
I say:
I'M SO BORED LA!!!!! TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yingsi says:
okokokokokokok
I say:
HAHA
I say:
^^
Yingsi says:
Hehe
Yingsi says:
hehehehe
I say:
Siao ar you?
Yingsi says:
i think so
I say:
go take your medicine
I say:
QUICK
I say:
later mental hospital also cannot help you
Yingsi says:
alrd no use
Yingsi says:
they told me i no cure alrd
I say:
OMG
I say:
then how?
Yingsi says:
HAIS
Yingsi says:
i dont know
I say:
they moving you somewhere else?
Yingsi says:
i think i just have to wait for death's arrival
I say:
poor thing
Yingsi says:
i think so too
I say:
i heared AMK have a new hospital
I say:
maybe you can go there
I say:
i think its called....
Yingsi says:
COOLIE
I say:
GOPAL HOSPITAL FOR THE MAD
Yingsi says:
i see i see
Yingsi says:
many ------
I say:
eh i talk to you later
I say:
bye

:(

2008-11-05T18:44:00.002+08:00

THANKS HUIXIN !!!^^ And Nicholas.... haha. and esther, maria and all of you! :D haha. never knew that there are so many people who actually cared for me. and nic, yah, i agree to what you've said about you-know-what. guessed i know what to do now.

Blues....greys..... feeling quite down today.... :] its like everything just turned....grey. there are certain things which i still cant put a finger to. i dont understand.... why are certain things just happening? The year is going to end AGAIN.... and 1 month and a few more weeks... it'd be the start of a new year. and for some, a new beginning. during this period of time, i've seen many kinds of people. people who you really can trust and who, will walk down this road of life, till the very end. People who are really scumbags. bastards. idiots. people who backstans, who just want to get close to you for whatever reasons. people who are mere aquaintances. people who i know i can trust no more. people who are just not your clique, not your type. people who really understands you and, will be there for you whenever you need help. these are the people who you will meet and know, everywhere. walking on the streets, cashiers, hawkers, whatsoever. just people. i have learnt, to put things aside and take thins in a different pace. and to not let trivial matters affect me. and to differentiate between the kind of people i should trust and shouldnt. people who i know will always be there for me till i die. FRIENDS, i just want to let you al' know, thanks. thnaks for being there for me whenever i need you. thanks for guiding me along be it in life or in academics. thanks for letting me know what i've done wrong and thanks for everything that you've done. i treasure everyone of you and perhaps we would walk down yjis route till we die. every single one of you, friends, THANKS. i really appreciate you guys. and just want to say, i treasure you guys more than anything, and i hope this friendship will continue to grow. :)
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Went for the ASEAN meeting again. haha. quite fun. :D and apparently, for some reason, i owed nicholas a plate of chicken rice.... -.-

have you ever experienced, when you are short of money and you already went into the shop, took the thing you wanted to buy and the sales person is scanning the thing and then you realised OH SHHOOTS! NOT ENOUGH MONEY!!.... went to the market near my home and kena scammed BIG TIME!!!! 20 cents per side.... :O and guess what, i spent $8.80 printing 44 pages.... :( better claim back....
wow. JERYL ONG, THANKS MANN!!! :D haha.

what a LONG day. i PROMISED NOT TO BE LATE LIKE FOREVER! you know what? of the whole BRIDGING thingy, i was PUNCTUAL ONLY ONCE! ONCE! which means.... i have been late like every day! :O i promise to stop snoozing the alarm and wake up and not miss the bus.... every morning is like a torture.... the alaarm will ring at 6.... and i'll snooze it... then ring again and i snooze and ring again and i snooze... -.- hah. then by the time i finnally got up was like 6.50.... SHHOOTS! :O and then when i reah the traffic light after bathing and all, i will MISS THE BUS! the bus will drive PAST ME!!!! :O:O:O:O SABRINA YOU BETTER STOP SNOOZING THE ALARMMM!!!!!!

haha. anyway, thats for today.... been a LONG BLUE DAY today....
CIAO~

i GOT PROMOTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

Anyway - Kristy Lee Cookwas listening to this song by Kristy Lee Cook, one of the top 10's in the seventh season of American Idol-inspirational
found the song really really very very meaningful..... applies to life..... its like although it may be far, although it may be hard to reach, although it may something quite hard to achieve, but just try. although people discourage you, although you may think that it may be out of your reach, but dream and believe in it. you never know what will happen untill you try. so, sometimes we must try and believe in the things to do.

You can spend your whole life buildin
'Somethin' for nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase dream
That seems so outta reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
God is great
But sometimes life aint good
When I pray
Doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway
This worlds gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better then today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
God is great
But sometimes life aint good
When I pray
Doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway
You can pour your soul out singin'
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yeah, sing it anyway
Yeah-Yeah, I singI dreamI love anyway

Wow.... kristy lee..... :)
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anyway, back to the point. waited for time to pass and lessons to end.... till 2.00pm....... sat there in my chair crossing my fingers, praying. i could feel the adrenalin rush in me. i was so mad, so scared! so anxious to know my results! and miss lim.... she got all emotional and all, making me even more afraid. shes... really a good teacher. really. i adore her. i remember i used to hate her, and ignore her. always talking bad about her, finding fault with whatever she did. not appreciating the things she used to do for us, not caring about how she felt, not understanding what and why she's doing things that way. but its for our own good. it is.
Miss Lim,
Thank you. thank you so much for caring, for concerning. although you've never thought me, but as a TC, you did so many things for us. to think we only gave you a short cut card and we kept, making you angry. i hated you, i disliked you so much before. but no, i was wrong. i was wrong about you, all along. you were great. i just took thihngs for granted. i didnt appreciate what you were trying to do for us. i didnt show alot of respect. i was rude. and now, i'm ashamed. ashamed about myself, my thinking. and thinking back, i hated the thoughts that once flowed through my mind. the things i once said about you. if only time could turn back,. we would've been more appreciative and listen to your advice. despite how we treated you, you cared. despite all your naggings, you loved. if you didnt love us, why would you nag at us? or scold? you really cared for us. looking at how emotional you got when you knew you could not see the whole class promote, thinking back about the things you once said, i hated myself for once, having the wrong impression of you. miss Lim, you were great. you were awesome, and you will always be. :) THANK YOU SO MUCH. and really, from deep down me, THANK YOU SO MUCH. i really appreciate the things you once did, and said. the things you once tried to do for us, as a class.... thank you so much miss lim. thank you.
sabrina.

despite the fact that, YES I GOT PROMOTED, and all, i'm still very disappointed with myself. yeah maybe i should be content, but NO. with this kind of results, so what if i manage to fo into 402? with my results this year, ITE will be my only choice. and NO. thats not what i want! .... SABRINA, YOU HAVE TO START STUDYING NOW! ! !

there would be an AMATHS retest on 02012009.... going to work so hard to pass this round. it was said, if you fail the retest, we would've to drop AMATHS. and NO WAY AM I GONNA DO THAT! NO WAY! so, i had better PULL UP MY SOCKS and start studying. better start becomming a mugger.

actually felt sad for some who actually didnt made it. :( really. ANGUS, JIA YOU. although i'm not so aquainted with you neither do i talk to you, i think you'd he able to do better next year. dont worry. dont feel sad anymore.
to those who retained, dont cry over spilt milk. if you know you've already did your best, then try. and dont ever give up. dont. DONT. i believe you can do better next year. take this opportunity and work harder. at least now, its an opprtunity. what if you fail you o's? theres no more chances. so better buck up and work harder next year. start now....
DONT CRY OVER PILT MILK. dont hate the teacher and blame it all on them. dont start saying 'oh i regret blah blah" if you never even tried in the first place! if you never gave a damn, never once took things seriously, never did what you were supposed to do, and now you didnt make it. odnt cry. because, to put it across badly, you deserve it. i mean, when you never try at all, never really studied, never gave a damn, how do you expect to pass?? HOW? by praying to all the gods? you think that will really work? so heres an advice, stop being a baby and cryin' for all that you have regretted. buck up now. its never too late. Take this opportunity and prove yourself. who knows you might score better than those who even made it to sec 4?
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i', like watching SUMMERLAND now.... some old drama serial.... jesse mccartney was still so young...... wow. and zac efron.... go watch the show.... SUMMERLAND SEASON 1... saw the SEASON 2 and decided to watch the season 1 first. wow. 2004 drama serial..... :D
LOL

Je'taime.... maybe i should make the first move..... i dont know. i'm confused, blinded and i dont know what i should do. maybe things should just stay this way. maybe i should take my chances and talk to you again. anbd then maybe things will go back like usual.... 2 years ago we were still so close. and because.... of what i chose to believe... it ended up this way. maybe i should ..... i dont know. i'm missing old days.... missing the times when you said those words....
Je'taime....

:) :D -.- :O :P ^^ :S :X - LOL

2008-11-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

WOW GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont worry yingsi... we'll go to 402 together! YAY! all the ex- 201 people in 302, we will definitely go 402 together! have confidence! :D

...had physics today in the relief room and almost freezed to death.....
OH MANN FLU FLU GO AWAY! FASTER GO AWAY!!!!!!!
lesson learnt : never go KBOX when you're having flu.....
was having flu, and a terrible sore throat and somehow i still decided to go for kbox buffet with my cousin and sister.... -.- realised that each person was 30 +++ .... in the en add up was like $112.60!!!! :OOOO
and the buffet spread was like quite -.-.... not very appetising. but the finger food were nice..... and the next day..... woke up with a terrible headache at about one plus in the afternoon. lost my voice too. its getting better now at least.... still, i sound like a man. :O

went CHINATOWN after many many years yesterday.....and ate at YUM CHA... some chinese restaurant..... WHOA MUST GO AND TRY I TELL YOU! highly recommended! and it's cheap!!!!! :DDDDDD hahahaha.

apparently, yingsi wants me to blog about HER graph paper.... so here it is.... (so LOL... thats what a crazy person will ask a sane person to do.... sitting with her is so .... whoa you can get a heart attack. i'll go to that later on)
YINGSI's GRAPH PAPER IS NICE PRETTY, SEXY, OF GOOD QUALITY and ITS PRACTCALLY SO DAMN AWESOME! -.-

in the life of peh ying si....
1) she talks to herself
2) she laughs to herself and her little jokes
3) shes a....... uh..... let me reveal a little of her secret..... *whispering* she's actually a BIRD.... 0.o A BIRD! yes! A BIRD!
4) shes just CRAZY

sitting with her, walking with her, will make you laugh your heart out. you can laugh untill you cry. YINGSI, I'm STILL TRYING TO IGNORE YOU.... I JUST HOPE I CAN! :D

....wanted to upload alot of photos and videos.... videos that are real funny.... but somehow my computer cant read it.... :(

went KFC after school with HUIXIN , YINGSI, NOEL, ANDREW, JON and AARON. NOEL TAN YOU OWE ME MONEY!!!!! muahahahaha. better pay me back ar! :oooo

......going back to school again.... for the pre brisbane briefing. haha. mom was like "if it rains i dont want to go...."
"-.- why?"
"raining what... i dont want to get wet..."
"-.- theres an umbrella..."
"-.- raining i dont want to go..."
"-.- okay... -.-"
haha... LOL.
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Heres a story for today..... its just a general post... not a referral or anything....

There was a girl sitting in the park with a blade in her hands..... her eyes, red and swollen. she sat there in a quiet corner in the park. people just jogged by. some stop to ask "are you okay?" but no one seemed to notice the blade in her hands. she sat there hugging her legs.... looking down.... tears kept trickling down like little droplets of water out of an unclosed tap.
"he dont love me..." she whispered to herself. "he dont love me......" she kept whispering.... as she began to think about what had happened before...tears began to welled up in her yeys. she tried to control her emotions but she cant. she took the blade and stared at it. the sun reflected its rays against it, making it even more visible from afar. she looked at her hands. she remembered the scars left on her brother's hands. she remembered how her brother used to cut himself in the corner of the room. she touched her wrists.... she feared the blood, she feared the pain. but yet, she thought it was a way of venting her anger and frustrations. she sat there, confused. soon, she placed the blade on her wrists..... she held it there for a long period of time. joggers jogged by, but somehow, they never seemed to see her. they jogged, listened to their mp3's, some walked by with their dogs in their leash.... "even the dogs has someone to love them..." she cried.....
without second thoughts, she slit her wrists with the blade she held in her hands....
She was only nine.....

Perhaps, if we noticed the things around us we may be able to change things from happening....perhaps if we were a little less self centered we would be able make something different. when you're feeling down, talk to someone, dont hold it in you. seek help, dont suppress your emotions. life is meaningful. dont see it in the way you see things. i mean, dont think that life is so boring, life is meaningless, life is blah blah blah. think positive, have a goal in life and work towards it. dont take things for granted. things turn out the way it turned out to be, because YOU yourself made it so. it is YOU who make things different. take a different pace, and maybe, you can do something differet for others, or mabe yourself. and then you'll realise, that maybe, life, could've been better than what you thought it would be.....
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Je'taime. actually, its not what you think it is. the feelings are still the same.

CIAO~

:D cant think of any title LOL

2008-10-31T14:30:00.002+08:00

Haha. :D bridging AGAIN.....I WAS LATE AGAIN!!!!! the phone rang at about 6.15 and then i turn it off thinking i will sleep for another 5 minutes.... who knows.....
later mom came in .... she was like "EH 7.00 already! what time school starts?"
i was still clueless....groggy.... i could feel my head throbbing.
oh mann... i'm so sick.... STUPID FLU! faster GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!guess my nose took my voice along and ran away..... LOL
reached school at about 7.45..... oh mann.... i must not be late again. i must not be late again. i must not be late again!!!!!!!!!!!!! :O *rargh*
had the stepping shoe challenge AGAIN! for some reason, huixin, yingsi and even sheila steps on my shoe! trying to make my brand new white and spotless shoe black..... LOLOL! sheila!!!!!! I MUST HAVE MY REVENGE!! *mua ha ha ha. evil laughter*
you never know what she did to me mann! haha.

:( SO WANT TO GO for the music psychology seminar at sembawang CC tomorrow..... BUT I CANT! ARGH! How much i would miss out. i so wanted to go for it..... but mom's not very happy about me going there. :OOOOO !!!!

Going for tuition soon.... OH MANN! chinese tuition! dont feel like attending but.... what to do? just have to go.... YES! with my outstanding male liked voice, which i'm having NOW (all because of the stupid FLU) i'm going KBOX with my cousin and sister... muahahaha. KBOX BEWARE! later the windows break! :O how to sing with this FLU?! Still wondering what i'm going to do later. haha.

21 days to BRISBANE TRIP WITH YCKSB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looking forward to the trip itself.....and how much we would be able to learn... :D

found this on imeem... hear it. haha. quite LOLOL .

Joes Rap - Joe Jonas (featuring Kevin Jonas)
okay CIAO~

HAHA

2008-10-29T18:27:00.002+08:00

YES! YOOHOO!!! Blogging again. just finished cleaning up my room.... :( was forced by mom to clean up that whole messy sty. haha. not sty, I BEG YOUR PARDON!?
*LOL.* room i mean. wow. it was like snowing dust everywhere!
watched CSI the finale last night. totally disappointed with the abrupt ending. oh mann WHY MUST IT END LIKE THAT! a typical nerve wrecker! made you have the sudden ruch of adrenalin and then..... it just stops. then you see the typical three word....
"TO BE CONTINUED....." -.-
went to school AGAIN! for bridging. AND TOMORROW I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL! HOORAY!
had a dental appointment to NDC tomorrow and most probably, try to get back to school for the remaining minutes of english and then go for band. hah. time for band mann! bring the practice on! *heh heh heh*
stayed in the band room today sfter school and practiced. hahahaha. then went home with a huge packet of long john! :D
hahahaha.
felt kinda guilty. nobody turned up for ASEAN meeting today..... which obviously includes me.
SORRY MR LEE! *guilty*

cleared my room today and used the vacumm machine. from my experiences i dont think i will use it again....
made 3 teddy bears stuck inside, 2 markers and a IKEA pencil....
OH MY. poor teddys....
still thinking of hoe to get them out........... OMG.
AH! must have been the dust. sneezing like nobody's business.
nothing pretty much to blog about. haha.
just want to say,
live life to the fullest. live every fraction of it happily. dont bear grudges. learn to : forgive and forget, let bygones be bygones. dont be petty, done hold grudges, dont hate someone for what they've once done. someone once told me "if you hate someone, a million more people will hate you back. you never know what you will do when hatred comes your way. you never know what comes out of your mouth and may just, hurt that very person. so just let it go. dont blame someone for what they've done for too long. learn to treat everyone with equal respect, understand and learn to forgive. because forgiving is loving and hating is killing."
so live life like what it is. stop thinking "oh why my life is so hard... boo hoo hoo... i hate myself.... oh i hate that person.... ah that person is such a bitch.... i cant stand her..... i feel like killing myself and blah blah. stop making life look so pathetic. look around you. maybe if you save that time hating people and bearing grudges, you can use that time to do something more useful. save that brain energy and space. save that agony from yourself. spare yourself. live life happily and enjoy every fraction of it. because life have much meaning in it. and not just how you look at it. sometimes, the way you look at things may not be right. look at a different, wider anger. and you may be able to see a different picture. :)
haha. my post are becomming wordy these days... hahs.

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FRENCH IS COOL!
haha. picking up FRENCH during the holidays. fun and cool! hah!
maybe you shall learn it some day! its easy!
:D
CIAO~ (bye in french)

oooh so tired

2008-10-28T17:17:00.003+08:00

.... finnally back.... ooooh so damn bloody tired..... Just got back from the ASEAN meeting. wow. so tired..... cant believe we actually spent 4 and a half hours in that little computer lap.....
and,

THANK YOU MR MICHAEL LEE! :DD

For your very delicious little treat of califonian pizza and that chicken wings. :DDDD tastes nice! :D HAHA.

too tired already... better catch some sleep or i'd not be able to wake up tomorrow.
ending this post with this very nice song :

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

whaha

2008-10-28T14:52:00.003+08:00

WHAHA! i'm blogging again! In the little computer lap, amidst of the little ASEAN meeting. waiting for mr lee to treat us PIZZA! haha. All of us are like slacking lah.... obviously we've already done our research.... :D
wooooo Bridging was NOT TOO BAD afterall!
woke up at 7.00! i didnt know why the alarm didnt went off but was awoken by mom's screamings. didnt even know she was shouting away for minutes trying to get me up. untill 7.00.... i was still quite blur, unassure of the situation. then i saw my phone.....
WHAT!?????
by the time i bathe and stuff, already 7.20..... -.-
ran all the way to the bus stop opposite, and THANK GOD! the bus came soon after.
oh my. THANK GOD!!! :DDDD

geography was..... -.-
IRRITATING!
everyone was so irritating!!!
the whole class was chatting away....and i was trying to concentrate.... ( FOR THE BLOODY FIRST TIME! AND CHUA NGEE NGEE PRAISED ME! damn bloddy happy!)
:D
:D
:D

english was FUN..... haha.
the usual "fun"
watched some old english film - my fair lady,
which was pretty interesting and hilarious... ^^
did some class activity and miss ng forced me to sit seperately form zihui.... -.- -.- -.-
:(
and then she was like "well, the balls is in your court."
and somehow i heared it as..... "the balls are in your cock.."
-.-!!!
so i was like "The WHAT is in the WHAT!?"
and miss ng was like "The balls are in your court...."
then i was telling esther what i heared and miss ng got angry.....
the cute, mushroom headed little english teacher got MAD....
haha.

WOOOO found out some little secret today! MUAHAHAHAHA. dont make me mad or i'll spill everything! :D
poor that guy..... i pity him. haha. you-know-what. i-know-what- thingy. hehehehehehehehe. :D
poor thing.
:D
CIAO~

and esther said HI....
-.-
haha
i dont know why i'm doing something so stupid as this.
chatting on msn with nicholas when he's BESIDE ME!
-.-
-.-
this is what happens, when you have nothing better to do.
:)

dont try someone not your match :DDDD

2008-10-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE! :D

HAHA. happy deepavali everybody!
just received MISS CHUNG's message.... she's giving POA tuition 3 to 4 students in a group every saturday starting 1st week of jan 2009 or earlier, subject to request, fees between 220 - 250 per person for 4 lessons, 2 hours each lesson. its on a first come first serve basis.
WHOA.... so expensive..... hmmmm..... may consider the offer....

...... :(
very much wanted to join SSW, but not to MOM's approval....
trying very hard to persuade her again. but the only sentence she last said were "If you are still keen you may, after your O's."
WHAT!?!?!?
:(
nevermind. i'll try persuading her again.....
haha.

read somebody's post today and almost laughed my heart out. :DDDDDD
Oh my goodness gracious.

when somebody says a sarcastic remark - dont let others pick up your shit for you. which ver well means - dont let somebody help you solve your problems, sarcastically.
oh my oh my. yet somebody, trying to be all clever and all, reboots, and says "its the 21st century now. just press the button.....flushing method..... etc."

OMG. PLEASE brush up on your english and understanding skills before trying to pass some remarks at someone else alright.
how fun. and how stupid, to be having a dispute over some very tiny issuse. but what to do? when someone likes to make a mountain out of a molehill? cant blame them for their ignorance and childish behavioural issues.
:D
:D
:D
LOL. cant believe it that THAT very someone is updating on my blog, trying to see if i have any reaction to her little childish acts.
:D
so i shall complement you and follow in suite.
how hilarious.

please, DONT FLAUNT YOUR IGNORANCE. you are only putting
yourself at a losing end.

YES! bridging is comming TOMORROW! muahahaha. cant believe i'm actually looking forward to it. just dont understand why ENGLISH is on the list of bridging programme. what are they going to teach? i believe it'd just be another slacking period.... english....
maybe they should replace english with AMATHS.
who needs extra english lessons during the holidays?????-.- -.- -.- when normal english lessons are already more like slacking periods....
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Went ADAM ROAD to eat prawn mee. you can get the best prawn mee there! :D
haha. and beside us were a family of chinese foreigners. i was listening to their conversation as i ate. ( NOT EAVES DROPPING!) and they were saying singaporeans and all, speaking in a mix of chinese and english. listening to their little conversation can make you go MAD. i dont know, but i just felt very unhappy. wont you feel unhappy when someone just say something bad about your country? i felt that urge to say "NO. you're wrong."
but i didnt. i didnt speak up. i just look their direction like a little coward, angry, having that sudden urge to just confront them. i just stared towards them and walked away....

I was reading some column and i came across this. which, has a very deep and profound meaning in it. something that taught me something again.

"keep your mind calm. and process everything that happens calmly. think and analyse it in a calm state of mind. whatever happens, stay calm. never show your opponent your weak points, your weaknesses and that you're intimidated by them. have confidence in yourself. because violence is not the only way to solve all problems. the only way, to solve something is when you're calm, and when your confidence has reassured you."

Dont treat others the way you dont want others to treat you. dont treat others nice and expect something in return. For your kind ness can mean different things to others. one, they are just something to feed a hungry soul, for when they are in need of help, only will they find you and sought for your help, and after you've lent a helping hand, they forget you as quick as they forget the lies they make. Two, people are greatful and people know, the greatly things you've done.
lesson learnt : dont expect something when you help somebody. expect nothing. help someone with no intentions or motives, but help them with true, great sincerity.

CIAO- ^^

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

2008-10-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

woke up at about 5 am this morning and sat on my bed, thinking real hard. thought about many things seriously. many things were running through my brain and i was sitting there, figuring.
"sabrina, are you still going to be slacking your way through? how about waht you've always wanted? what you've always wanted to do?"
i'm not ready for whats going to come for me next year. with my standard now, where can i go? ITE?
MANN! NO!
no way. not even through the gates og ITE. not even stepping foot inside. not even near that place. NO. NEVER.
"then what are you going to do??"
thought about what i've been doing this year. looked at my grades again and sat there, really figuring out.
I'M NOT GOING TO CONTINUE WASTING TIME LIKE THAT! NOT ANYMORE.
no more empty talks. treat this bridging seriously, study hard, and prepare myself for the big thing. i aimed for 12 and lower. i have to do it!
been thinking about my future, thinking far. about what i'm going to do with myself. and how.
......so...
i went back to sleep.....
-.-
haha. no, not really.
went for sectionals at about 8 plus and reached there on time - at 9.
was greeted by an unexpectant surprise.
everyone was sitting outside tha band room.
what are those people doing there!?
oh.... sheila came late. so we waited for like god knows what time and then she finally came.
and we went in, but could not start sectionals.
so we waited again, untill 10 plus. while waiting i tuned the timpani..... played some psp...

after sectionals went to watch HGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 with jill, jovial, melissa and aaron, douglas and cheryl. they were sitting 2 rows behind us, lovey dovey'ng behind while the 5 of us sat infront, and 3 of us (mainly me, jill and jovial) were the other 2 's light bulb. a very very bright one indeed.
i shall not be a spoiler, but heres what you'll expect. the usual things, with singing (duhh, its a musical... -.-)
and dancing (uh DUHH!)
and everybody singing at the end.
and some parts are quite LOLOLOL.....
so go and watch by yourself... :D

went home with a very nice, warm, BIG packet of long john silver, together with a hige cup of COKE. :D *heh*

i must do something now. before i start regretting my whole life. better start now, or it'd be too late. its now or never.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUr8YFmOw-Q

this is ELLEN and PORTIA's wedding. Watch it. i was telling nicholas and precella about it, but they didnt believe me..... so here it is. :D

WOW!

2008-10-23T21:20:00.003+08:00

WOW! i'm bored so i decided to blog again. haha. WHALA!
this would be the 71st post since 02.05.2008 ! WOW! :D :D :D
haha. ^^
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YINGSI! GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

NOPE you are not going to die. it's just flu. hope you'd get well soon.... :D
think of HAPPY RAINBOW MORE! haha. LOL.
AND STOP THINKING YOU WILL RETAIN LAH! you wont ok! we'll all go 402 TOGETHER! DONT WORRY. i think, if i never see wrong, you passed 4 including english. so not to worry! :D
just come for all the BRIDGING programme! YOU BETTER COME! MUST COME!!!!!
ok ok ok. haha.
see you soon on 28 october. GET WELL SOON!
BRIDGING "WO LAI LE!"
i hope i dont retain, although i know i fairly pass my subjects.
still a little worried though....
:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YONG HUI CHIO BU! :D
i want my drumsticks back.... see when you're free then return me bah. IF SPOILT OR WHAT AR! PAY ME BACK AR! :D
its $21.95 lor! i have the price tag!!!!!! :D :D :D
muahahahaha. try to return A.S.A.P OK!
^^

.. hehe

2008-10-23T17:43:00.003+08:00

Heared this song on yongming's blog. wow. quite nice... :D decided to post it here.
look at the lyrics. mann, it has some kind of feelings.

Shuo hao de xing fu ne

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
为什么这时候忍心离我而去

wow nice song with such meanigful lyrics. listening to it gives you some kind of feelings..... LISTEN IT YOURSELF :D

last day of school ...

2008-10-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

WOW! Last day of school..... was VERY VERY 'FUN' -.- .....
intended NOT to come to school..... but HUIXIN threatened me... -.-!!! with the BRISBANE thing.... so what to do.... came in the end.....
Checked the overall marksheet. WOW MAMA I PASSED! I ALSO PASSED THE MINIMUM CRITERIA! i passed 4 subjects including ENGLISH. not something to be proud off, but i really do hope to get promoted. I SWEAR I'M SO GONNA STUDY AMATHS DURING THE HOLIDAYS! GET INTENSIVE AND HAVE CRASHCOURSES!! :O :O :O

Miss yeow came to our class to talk to us. apparently... it was quite.... -.-
i know what shes TRYING to drive at. What shes trying to do. but the way she talks..... uh..... -.- its really... to put it crudely, its like trying to talk beng'ish so as to try to connect to us. cant she talk properly, saving all her little acts and tones? she was like :
"WHA! *slaps her palm and fist togerther* ....."
"Cher!........"
"why do i have to work like a dog in school?" (something like that- but she did say work like a dog)
.... uh and alot of things. Okay, it kind of got me thinking about alot of things seriously. but i just cant stand the way she tries to connect to us students. we are not lower secondary students anymore! HELLO!? its nice, to take the initiative and try to screw things into our heads; because she care, because she's concerned. but.... not when you try so hard to be funny and try to connect to us. half the time, i was feeling pretty pissed and irritated. but it really got me thinking.

Did the LAMEST activities in class.... OMG! you have no idea how -.- huixin and i were. Apparently, the whole day, i was pretty PISSED about many things. MANY. you have no idea how much MANY weighs down into. :OOOOOO

heared the LAMEST thing to get angry over and to start bitching around about others. people who know me, i'm very straight forward. i say what i have to, and what i think. maybe thats not a virtue, but thats just me. i'm direct, SO? what are YOU gonna do about it? -.-
DONT ever bitch about others behind their backs. GOT SOMETHING YOU'RE NOT HAPPY ABOUT? WHY DONT YOU COME AND TELL ME IN MY FACE INSTEAD? its better than getting others to help clear your shit, getting help and then bitching about other peoples business. and it's even worst to get worked up and all irrational about THE LAMEST THING. STOP BEING CHILDISH! GROW UP. YOU ARE 14 going on 15. stop acting like a kid. Its not nice to bitch about others, in the end, you're at the losing end. why not be direct and clear your own shit YOURSELF? you cant expect others to clean your backside after you pang sai right!? LOL. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
got something you're not happy about? go to that person and talk nicely. clear your own mess. dont ask others to help clear your shit. DO IT YOURSELF ( haha nike slogan.... -.-)

"Someone who holds back the truth causes trouble, but one who openly criticizes works for peace." solomon's proverbs 10:10
"A man who hides his hatred is a liar. anyone who spreads gossips is a fool." solomon's proverbs 10:18
stop gossiping or passing rumours about someone. sometimes its 'incontrollable"but just mind your own business and all else would be fine. its not nice to pick on someone not your match. and also, dont try to pick on someone smaller or weaker. it will only reflect upon yourself. sometimes when you just shut up, and keep quiet, it would be better than giving alot of opinions. :)

anyway... -.- went for the band meeting and the ASEAN thing again. haha. although it almost out me to sleep, it was quite fun....and enjoyable. HAHA. ^^ *hmm sounds contradicting* but its fun lah. really. :P

went to eat KFC later with nicholas and precella and we started talking about alot of things. haha. nicholas "HIGH INTELLIGENCE" (as he claims)
so he told us about the big stan that show.... which was pretty -.- !!!
and he started to call people "AI" (artificial intelligence) and called me "LI" (low intelligence) so i was like "-.- you NI lah!"
NIC "Whats that?"
"-.- NO INTELLIGENCE"
-.-
EVERYBODY, NICHOLAS high intelligence is as illustrated. cant show you the many "intelligent" things he did but i can pretty say it out. (no offence ar hui xin :D)
1- tripping on the bench, and falling when he tries to stand
2- Falling again when he tries to sit on a rope
3- picking a gigantic branch and throwing it
4- looking at his own reflection, singing
5- spinning side by side a wall
6- putting a spoon in a straw, and using it to paddle his imaginary boat
7- watching big stan and laughing over... -.- not funny matters
8- theres just too many to SAY!
-.-
haha. anyway, thats today....
listening to avril lavigne again.... her songs are pretty nice :D
and i cant believe it, i'm watching the ellen show. finding it interesting. hahahaha. i remember watching the price is right when i was little. or wheel of fortune. hahaha. instead if hogging the TV watching disney channel. -.- haha. LOL

-.- what sense of humour...

getting so bored at home

2008-10-22T15:16:00.003+08:00

....getting so BORED at home.... :O
had a LONG talk with MOM.... talke alot about serious matters.... she made me know alot of things.... learnt alot of things..... MOM, YOU'RE THE BEST! :D
sometimes, its good to have a good talk with your parents. talk about things, many things, anything! have a close relationship with them. understand them. sometimes they may act all irrational and unreasonable, but deep down, they really care and love you. even beasts would try their very best to save their cubs from danger...
had a really long talk with MOM today, and realised alot of things i never knew before. things that never even came across my mind before. she enlightened me on alot of things.... sometimes, shes a really good motivator. :D :D :D :D
well, "MOM'S THE BEST" what, right? haha. just woke up late in the afternoon and received sheila message. haha. if i would've woke up earlier, i would have gone cycling with you guys.... haha. but by the time i say, already pass your meeting time lah. you guys would've already cycled to dont know where le. :D :D :D :D
so went down for a nice packet of chicken rice and mom started to talk to me about my future. what i really have to do about it. told me alot of other stuffs and enlightened me on alot of things too. she told me "What you want and what you will get, are two different things. sometimes, what you want, you might not get it. at the end of the day, it's yourself that matters, its you who decides what you really deserve. And, you may know what you really want for the future, you may have a plan for your future. But if you dont work towards it, your plan is nothing, but useless. work towards what you want. dont wait till the very last minute then start regretting. know what you really want, work for it. In the end, you will only get what you really deserve." :)
sometimes, i really salute her. how much she have really tried and put in for the family.
LOVE YOU LOTS , MOM! <3
:D
:D
:D

listening to avril lavigne- keep holding on.... ^^ haha nice....

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just,
stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend,
Yeah yeah
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..
La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Ahh, ahhAhh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahhAhh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

:D
best of luck people! we will all get promoted- i hope.
we'll see each other in 402 next year!!!!!! :D

randomsss

2008-10-21T16:05:00.007+08:00

haha my friend and i made this.... but somehow we ended up doodling and it became like that...

A SPECIAL POST JUST FOR YINGSI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! :D

Hope you like what we bought you.
heres many photos.... for you to go 0.O ...

compliments to huixin... LOLOL

found this in my phone... kinda miss OBS.... look at vygesh... act sexy only whalao... :DDD

AND TODAY's LUNCH IS...... look at the portion of RICE and SAUSAGE.....

compliments to hui xin... AGAIN

BIRTHDAY GIRL... MUAHAHAHA. haha.

NOW.... THE UNGLAM JOANNE :DDD

i also dont know what she's doing.....

somehow i just found this photo... and haha.. decided to post it... i hope your leg heals soon...

the evidence on providing shi wei with graph paper.... aaron's stupid idea... -.-

DAGAMA 2008 - OBS leadership camp

WOW miss camp SO MUCH.... haha....

AHHHH I HOPE MY PSP FASTER GET BETTER!!!! keeps shaking lo..... :((((((((

DDAY :D

2008-10-21T15:37:00.004+08:00

WARNING!!! THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST.......

collected marked scripts.... so afraid i will be retained. although did FAIRLY well.... except AMATHS..... which was a total disappointment.... :((
I really hope the overall would pull up some of my marks..... really hope i would go into 402 next year.... see the same TC, same classmates, same friends, and sit with HUIXIN AGAIN during AMATHS class. MUAHAHAHA.
302!!!!! WE WILL AL GO INTO 402 TOGETHER ALRIGHT!! JIAYOU. ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE. we'll see each other again, in the same class - 402, next year!!!!!! ^^
got back combine science FIRST. what the hell.... look at my physics paper..... "BLOODY HELLLL!!!!!!" i think i keep saying "BLODDY HELL" in class. -.- i was supposed to do 2 out of 3 questions, YET I DID ALL! and the teacher just took the answers for the first and the second question. if she took the first and the last, i could've did BETTER! BLOODY HELL! BETTER READ THE INSTRUCTIONS THROUGHLY NEXT TIME!!!!!! "@#$@#$%^&*!@#$%^"
:O
look at the chem paper.... WOW..... i passed. quite happy, madam luar actually dug out one more mark and i manage to pass.... never did well in science.... guess i'm not the "science-type-kid"
as each paper reach my desk, my heart pound slower....and slower.... and heavier each second. weighing like a million pounds more each time it beat. each time, looking at the papers, it sort of beat lighter...and lighter. untill the last paper reached and i look at the marks.... WOW..... quite satisfied. each time it reach my desk, the marks get better.... i was like counting.... and saying... "wow. one down... one more to go..." untill i passed quite a few and i needed just ENGLISH. just english and i can be promoted.... then i reach out for the stack of paper which was to be given out.. i scanned down the marks along the mark sheet..... 56....51....52....54.... then i see..... sabrina khong li wen------------ 61....
61!!! BLODDY HELL I PASS! yala... english is like a "HOW TO FAIL?" kind of subject.... do blindly also can get marks type of subject.... but i was quite less confident about it...... WOW MAMA I PASS! ( its like i'm always passing this bloody easy subject....one and only subject you dont have to study for.....*HAO LIANS- smiling happily with a big wide smile showing all teeth* )
:D
:D
:D
now... got to depend on the overall passing grade.... hope i did quite well....
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO BRIDGING! (must look forward to bridging and hope you are supposed to go- because if you must go for bridging means you're promoted mah! so must look forward to it and hope you're supposed to go, means you're promoted lah!)

WOW BRISBANE TRIP IS ONLY 700 DOLLARS! hopefully MORE PEOPLE would go! GO LEH GO LEH!!! JIARONG XINGHONG VIMAL BETTER GO AR! i will pester you and stalk you untill you go *heh heh heh* :OOO
THANKS MS LU! FOR BUYING NIC AND I BUBBLE TEA! :DDDDDDDD Muahahaha. JEALOUS!? :DDD

went for the ASEAN meeting again. and found out that the 10 nov thing is held at PRESBYTARIAN HIGH. -.- whalao. i thought suntect city convention hall lo! then we were like "WHAT!? -.-" and all sian already.... so much research to do......
Then went to eat with ESTHER and MARIA.... :D wow the cai tao kueh quite nice....
and talked anout things...stuff...actually. walk maria to the interchange and waited for 13 there too. and listened to 3 lower sec presbytarian high boys conversation. (i wasnt eaves dropping!)
boy number 1 "I tell you. you just focus on sec4. you fail the first 3 years also nevermind. what matters is o levels."
boy2 "Really can meh like that?"
boy 1 "yah. you fail your first 3 years... then sec 4 you get all A1... then can go JC already."
boy 2 "...."
boy 3 "I bought the pancake!" -.-
boy 1 " i rather focus on my cca now. i rather get cca A1 and academic B4...."
and boy 1 keeps saying "You just focus on sec 4 next time. now dont care lah. only streaming is important whereby you get to choose the subjects to take for 'o' s. now fail nevermind lah."
after listening to their conversation i was like TOTAL -.- -.- -.- -.-!!!! so naiive. feel like telling boy1 you stupid or what!? -.-
if you fail your first 3 years, how can you even go to sec4!? if in sec 3 your foundation like crap, how to go sec 4 and take o levels!? sec 3, you're like learning the basics and some of those o' level stuffs. if you sec 3 flunk like mad, totally dont care at all, you think you can even go sec 4 next year!? LOL lah! and if your streaming year you get like damn crappy marks, you think you can go sec3!? i listen to their conversation ar.... wow.... can go crazy you know!? boy 1 keep influencing boy 2 that the first 3 years is not important. and boy 3.... dont know what he's doing lah. running about with his orange plastic bag -.- -.- -.- .....

PSP !!!! HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON! its becoming worst! OMG! WHAT HAPPEN!??!??!?
:(((

ok TATA ~~~~

jonas brothers love bug music video :D OUT NOW

2008-10-20T13:49:00.002+08:00

jonas brothers LOVE BUG music video :D

Love Bug - Jonas Brothers

:D
:)
:O
:P
:X
:3

JB crazyin' :D

2008-10-20T13:24:00.010+08:00

How great is it, to wake up at....13.26 :D ? haha. supposed to wake up at 15.00... i'm dead serious about it. but somehow, i just got up at 13.26 -.- LOL

haha. just woke up and LOOK, i'm bloggin' ....

got to find something to do.... or the holidays is so going to bore me..... -.-

Got to go back to school tomorrow..... :OOOO to check the marked scripts and to go for the mock ASEAN meeting.... :O

Saw the jonas brothers love bug music video, just came out in oct 19 . haha. *cool*

:)
going out later to buy YING SI's present.

oh heres a special post to YING SI:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEH YINGSI!!!!!!!! :D

May you grow TALLER:D haha and LESS CRAZIER. HAHA. i miss your maid's noodles. haha. kind of nice.... :DDD

LOL -.-

a few random photos.....

HAHA how bored can i be?

"lets take a family portrait *high pitch voice* "

"LOL"

few photos from suki sushi on saturday....

JELLY FISH.... my sister actually ate 4 plates of these!!!

ooohhh sashimi :DDD

lets go there another time!!! but they take like a million years to serve your order....

another random shot....

my phone bill is so going to explode! have been making ALOT of calls lately, ALOT of sms'ses.... WOW. HOPE IT DOESNT EXCEEDS. if you're wonderin' .... why i'm not replying to your messages.... haha just wait till next month lah. scared the bill exceeds lah..... :OOO

CIAO~

wtbh

2008-10-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

SABRINA IS A STRONG AND HAPPY PERSON! :D

Not going to let anymore things affect me. not going to let the same things happen again. not going to react the same way to such situations. not going to repeat my mistakes in the future. not going to behave like that anymore. not going to end up crying. not going to be such a LOSER anymore. not going to be so gullible. not going to be so stupid anymore. not going to be childish anymore. not going to say anything anymore.

SABRINA IS GOING TO BE A STRONG AND HAPPY PERSON!!!

LOL -.-

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, AS HAPPY AS CAN BE.

Doing the ASEAN thing.... i dont really know how to do it.... mr michael lee is supposed to mail us today!!! but where got??? .... hmmm maybe tonight....

WHAT THE BLOODY HELLLLLLL!!!!!!!! today is SO NOT A HAPPY DAY!

THANKS HUI XIN! AGAIN! HAHA.^^ THANKS ALOT BUDDY!!!! :D

:D
:D

sometimes what you hear and what you see may not be the same. what you know and what you think may not be true. its just this word.... TRUST, that you should believe in. i'm losing faith already....going to be drained out of all the faith i have already....

well, brace up! and all will be solved in a matter of time!!!!! RIGHT? :D must be strong. must be strong.

actually, things werent supposed to become like that.. but why.... dim gai? (haha thats why in cantonese) omg learning cantonese is FUN. :DD

haha.

TUESDAY....... D DAY.... dont wish to go to school.... checking the marked scripts.... i wonder how i fair.....

meanwhile, ENJOY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN EVERYBODY! BEFORE D DAY COMES<>

MAY WE ALL BE PROMOTED TO 402 NEXT YEAR! i would very much wish to see the same people, see the same TC, same 40 nonsensical people in my class next year.

402 JIAYOU! MAY WE ALL BE PROMOTED AND SUFFER TOGETHER! ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL mah. :DD haha.

quick one

2008-10-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

...making a quick post before i go for tuition... -.- cant believe i still have to go for CHINESE tuition!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH MY PSP IS CRANKYY!!!!!!
What thw hell lah! The whole screen is shaking like mad and the thing became so damn slow. VIMAL, BETTER HELP ME REPAIL LEH!!! THANKS AR! :))
Went cineleisure to eat suki sushi.... ok lah the food is nice but they take like a million years to serve you your dish... -.-!!! waited like so long and we asked the waitress
"Uh we ordered Ebi tempura quite long ago....but the order didnt come..."
so she smiled "ok i help you check..."
then she came back "You want UDON is it?"
-.-"NO. Ebi tempura..."
"ok.....i help you check..."
"uh miss you want udon or what!?"
"WTH! NOT UDON LAH!!!!"
-.- what the hell lah.
Went shopping. HAHA. pre brisbane shopping.... no lah. not really. OH! HULA & CO. has really nice clothes!!!!! Bought alot of clothes there. must go must go.... ^^
Called vimal to ask him to help me repair my psp, talk to vimal halfway and suddenly ivan was like "hello sabrina" so i was like "put vimal back on the phone lah" and he was like "Wha you think vimal is something from the cupboard is it?" -.-
anyway....
ok lah off for chinese tuition -.-
wth CHINESE!!!!!!!!!????????

oh and YINGSI I KNOW WHAT TO BUY FOR YOU LE LAH! YOU WILL LIKE IT FOR SURE! so now you owe me MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!! :DDDDDDD
haha.

2008-10-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

haha randomly browsing imeem..... and found that jesse mccartney songs are nice. :DD
listening to alot of pop, soft rock kind of genre songs...... :DDD

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guitar heroes :DDD

2008-10-17T15:54:00.006+08:00

Went to school AGAIN.... for like approximately 50 minutes for the ASEAN thingy. Got to choose my group and group members for- NGO- non government organisation representative... i dont even know why they have this thing. Have alot of research to do and stuff.... :x
learnt something today.
ALWAYS BRING A UMBRELLA WHEN YOU GO OUT!!!!!
it was pouring heavily outside....and then it stopped....
went to J8 and bought LJS for lunch, and wanted to take 410-green if it rains but i thought it wont rain again and instead, took 54 which takes a shorter route back and stops opposite my house bus stop. but who knows! About 10 minutes after i got on, it started pouring HEAVILY. you couldnt see the streets out of the window. all you see is RAIN. -.-!!!
got down the bus DRENCHED (DUHH)....and waited at the traffic light for god knows how long. there was an old lady beside me carrying a HUGE UMBRELLA. and i was like thinking"OH MANN please share your umbrella with me.......please......." i look at her and she look at me and i look at her and she look at me and i look at her......and it goes on....and its like we look at each other for VERY LONG and the traffic light still havent turn green! so i continue to look at her and she look at me and i look at her.......-.-
then i just cross the road.......WET LIKE MAD. i shouldnt even expect that someone would offer their umbrella....whats more a HUGE UMBRELLA. ..... so next time, BRING YOUR UMBRELLA WHEN YOU LEAVE THE HOUSE!!! :OO
Think the flu caught me.....sneezing like mad....

was clearing the table in the study yesterday and wow....found many many things.

My train sharpener....since kindergarten....i thought i lost it....:DDD cute right?

many many hong kong name cards.....from the hong kong exchange last year.... amd look at that red thingy.... its something to wind your earpiece..cute right? quite expensive....dont remember where i bought it...but not in singapore.

my first clarinet reed....grand concert select 3 1/2 ...Marcus gave it to me...i think when i was sec one. dont remember why he gave it to me either.....

many many presents... and i dont know how stephanie's photo got inside.....

many cards....

and more cards....

and many other stuffs..... :D

made a card for ZIHUI.... thought that woman looks like her... HAHAHA. just kidding.

i'm playing GUITAR HEROES!!!!! still struggling with it. manage to get a C. hahaha. lol. I just concluded its more fun than DJmax.... ^^

this is just a general post and nothing else....just putting some thoughts in some issue...
if you dont want to read this you can just skip it. :DD i was just thinking...

some people are born into different families... be it poor, rich.... some have different fates, and some have hard lives. some live happily, passing each day positively, having hope in every sngle day, liking what they do, what they see, and no matter what they face, they never give up. Some have hard lives but carry on, persevering, enduring, and having faith; and that one day, they will have a bright future. while some, just wait for things to happen. after some setbacks, they give up, and act all emo. they cut themselves, try to kill themselves, type all emo stuffs in their blog, find no meaning in life....Life is hard. but dont give up. maybe if you ever look at things with a different perspective, you will see something different. maybe if you take a step back or slow down your pace, you'd be able to see a better picture, and a more beautiful one instead. maybe if you live life more positively and have faith in things you believe in, have confidence in yourself and believe in your own strength, you will succeed one day. but dont just, because of one setback and give up totally! Dont start cutting yourself and all that, take pills, try to jump out of the window, or anything that will end your life. STOP SAYING THAT LIFE IS MEANINGLESS, because IT IS NOT! sometimes, we should all just learn to put things down, let things down and leave it. sometimes we should think in another perspective. and sometimes, try to put yourself in other people shoes. think about the people that love you that cherish you. your parents....how much they have brought you up, the hardship that they have gone through, how hard they have to work and all to bring you up. your friends, how you have met them, how you have laugh and joke with them, how you've shared the same table in the canteen eating with them. STOP SAYING THAT LIFE IS HARD WHEN YOU NEVER TRY. We must always endure and persevere when we face some setbacks. think POSITIVELY. life is always full of failures, setbacks, problems, troubles, hurdles... but all these are just tests in life. without failures, one cannot succeed. its all up to how one faces each setback, and how one deals with it.
"Hurting yourself, will also hurt others; and hurting others, will eventually hurt yourself. " find more meaning in life, just take a step back and you'd be able to see a better picture. :D

2008-10-16T11:24:00.006+08:00

OMG....if i have the money, i would buy this thing! go http://www.airpiano.de/ its SO COOL!!!! its just so AWESOME LAH! i swear when i have the money, i would get one of this awesome thingy!!!!!

The AirPiano is an innovative musical interface which allows playing and controlling software instruments simply by moving hands in the air.
Above the AirPiano is a virtual matrix of keys and faders, each assigned with MIDI messages and ready to be triggered. The length of a triggered note is equivalent to the time a hand is placed on the corresponding virtual key.This is also confirmed by LED feedback.
The AirPiano Software allows easy setup, loading/saving presets and transposing notes.
The AirPiano is still in its prototype phase and its concept of a virtual matrix might eventually be used for other applications and purposes. The AirPiano concept is filled as a Provisional U.S. Patent Application (Number: 60/989,986).
- taken from http://www.airpiano.de/

well you can watch the other video on http://www.airpiano.de/ .... awesome right? I SO WANNA GET THIS BABY!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
maybe 10 years down the road you will have airdrumset or airkeyboard...... 0.o

was browsing youtube randomly...-.- how bored can i be.... and i came across this video. look at her play.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48PdAZin7xk

hahaha how bored can i be to be browsing youtube randomly.....
watch this. hahaha. i cant believe it. i'm watching all the weird jB videos.... -.-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_rEtPpbdR8

OMG! laugh till you drop!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5o9nqxyPFWk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmHpPJMB97c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcrTfKn9JAg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HX9GAXXUCpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_2MlZjCz0Q
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LJ2OxFcTaE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENAddwwjpzk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_Xd8YI35S8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CazV-Yfy9Ns

....so bored..... i was thinking "Wow tomorrow can sleep till 3 in the afternoon...." feeling quite elated untill....... esther messaged me..... :( and she reminded me that we had to go for the ASEAN thing tomorrow. :O ARGH! cant sleep late till 3 anymore..... going out to suntect with them to celebrate zihui's belated birthday..... :DDD
oh mann..... school tomorrow..... can i skip this thing? dont feel like attending it.... what's it about anyway? :((
after the exams and the tight schedule comes in....like some busy person.....
i dont know why i have to go back for tuition..... looking a the same chinese man....trying to fit the tight shirt over his humungous body....feeling all cool about himself and he smiles. proud...that the shirt actually fits. -.-!!!
oh mann i dred going back for chinese tuition!! CHINESE! :((((
which reminds me.... its TOMORROW! I HAVE CHINESE TUITION TOMORROW!!!! :OOOO i think i'm going to pon and pretend i dont know when to go back..... HAHAHA. and act dumb and try to lie through the phone..... :DDD
heh heh heh....

hi ho again

2008-10-16T10:18:00.004+08:00

Just let it go and forget. Maybe i should just stop hanging out there.

Went to school for HALF AN HOUR... -.- for listening comprehesion.... they should have put A MATHS today.... and not on someday together with social studies..... -.-
went lunching behind school with HUIXIN NICHOLAS MARCUS NOEL ANDREW YINGSI JOONLEI.... ahh and i paid for the BRISBANE trip... cant wait till then.... :DDDD

MARCUS GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

i also dont know why anybody would want to walk on water..... but well... i hope your leg gets well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU DONT LOOK LIKE A DUCK LAH! i just said the way you walk....well.... haha. like a duck. but anyway ducks are cute what... :DDD haha. and you dont link duck with chicken to prostituition...-.- ok. :DDDD anyway i HOPE YOUR LEG HEALS and i hope your hammy gets pregnant soon. :OOOO

I FELL ASLEEP DURING LISTENING COMPREHENSION! can you believe that !? i SWEAR I'm never going to sleep so late ever! good thing i finished the paper. it wasnt tough anyway....listening compre....haha. but half the time i was dozing off lah! my eyes couldnt open...they were like a hundred pounds heavy.... oh whatever. -.- haha.

after exams.....the days become even MORE BORING. You suddenly dont feel like doing anything. theres nothing to do. nothing you are supposed to do. and suddenly everything just become so quiet, and relaxed. you dont feel your head throbbing, screaming at you asking you to wake up and focus or asking you to do your work. you dont feel like going into the study anymore and touch those books. suddenly... you are able to sleep without dreaming of physics.... (i've been dreaming of physics for 2 nights!) suddenly life is so relaxing and happy again...your body feels light. no more pressure or stress. you dont feel like you're going to break down anymore.

I saw this toy in BHG (the old seiyu... still think SEIYU sounds nicer than BHG.....-.-) scary you know... to have such a toy.... never like these type of baby dolls... especially those that eyes can be opened and close.... eeww... i dont think i'd ever buy such a thing for my kid.

SABRINA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO THE BRISBANE TRIP! ^^
haha. i bet its going to be such fun. and i'm going to be able to learn so many things! :D

haha lOl.

i cant believe it, i'm actually listening to more rock gengre music. geez, some of them do sound nice. oooh but i doubt i'd ever like metallica or hard rock. too :X

ok TATA^^

happy day

2008-10-15T11:19:00.009+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINNALLY OVEEEEERRRRRRR!!!!!! :DDD
Maybe to ignore and to leave it is the best way....
Physics paper today.... X/ i almost died..... could do most of the sums..... AHHHH I HOPE I DONT RETAIN! haha. YAY. i'm finnally back to blogging. miss the touch of the keyboard.... -.-
was listening to Christina Aguilera's the voice within.... saw the lyrics and thought WOW how meaningful.... actually theres many other things in this post but i dont know why... they dont appear. i guess the post is TOO LONG....
wow she have such a powerful voice. its like.......just listen....
and i realised i'm starting to like "the script" :D

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WTH! its just a photo through the glass cup....

Chem extra class....

GABRIEL HAN. can you believe it? he actually post infront of it.

uh...... are you eating your pen lucas? you know you can just go downstairs to buy some food......
he looks like the " er zuo ju er wen" the younger brother right??

TADA CALEFARE :O
ervin you need to cut your hair lah!

:D

what a long post. :DD
miss y-e-o-w is trying to be funny today. had the exam in the hall and she was one of the invigilator. and she keeps
"oh look at my beautiful clock...."
"is my english so uneasily un understood?" -.-
"my english too chim ar"
and alot others. you know you feel irritated when the exam is going on or when its going to start and you just try to be funny.... -.-
looks like the holidays is going to be another BUSY ONE.... got "chosen" i also dont know how they choose....for the mock ASEAN thingy....and we are representing vietam.... why vietnam? of all places.... have band.... like usual... oh cant wait for it to start :D
maybe joining SSW.....^^
tuition tuition and MORE tuition....
going BRISBANE with YCKSB ( WOW cant wait till then! )
Bridging programme...... ARGH! :(
and many many many MANY other things alined for me to do.....
cant slack during the holidays... gotta catch up on my brains and work doubly hard... o's next year.... got to be hard working.... and never start to slack.....

haha. AGAIN I"M ADDICTED TO HONG KONG SHOWS! :D haha. watching the war of in laws... the new modern day version. you have to watch it! haha. super duper worth watching.
oh cant wait for "nights in rodanthe" the movie adapted from nicholas sparks books.
and EVERYBODY! I BOUGHT HIS NEW BOOK! (I'm so showing off :DDD)
"the lucky one" havent started reading yet but i guessed it should be worth the money. :D its more expensive than that stephanie meyer's saga series....
ok you must be bored... so bored with this long post. haha. but I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
tata.

i'm a HAPPY person

2008-10-14T12:29:00.002+08:00

went SUBWAY with joanne, huixin, nicholas, noel, andrew, joonlei and marcus lim. :D shared a foot long yummy subway meal. :DDDDD cant wait to eat there again. ^^ been hanging out with yingsi huixin and joanne alot these days. haha. the exams are stressing me out! for the first time. exams used to be a kind of..... "past time" in the past. haha. now? nonono. different. :D thanks huixin! haha. kind of scary when she goes crazy like yingsi.... you never know what they can do. hahahahaha. laugh till your head drops. LOL. :D anyway thanks alot. haha. have been teaching me alot on amaths, and other subjects i guessed. heared EUGENE PANG on the FM987 "ARE YOU STUPID" contest. haha. whats the outcome? OBVIOUSLY---- you should know. haha. ok back to the books! :D

hypocrite _1_

2008-10-14T10:45:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE DAY and the exams are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
learnt something very very very valuable today. and really know what the outside world is like. many of them, many many many of that one kind of person. anyway who cares? i'm not going to care anymore. i mean why waste my time on all these? i might as well just live my own life and do something more fruitful. why waste time on something that will only hurt you more? right? so just MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, AND LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE. i was reading and i came across these little phrases.
"Proverbs 26.17 ; getting involved in an argument that is none of your business is like going down the street and grabbing a dog by its ears.
Proverbs 26.18-19 ; A man who tricks someone and then claims that he was only joking is like a crazy man playing with a deadly weapon.
Proverbs 26.23 ; Insincere talk that hides what you are really thinking is like a fine glaze on a cheap clay pot.
Proverbs 26.24 ; A hypocrite hides his hate behind flattering words. They may sound fine, but dont believe them, because their hearts is filled to the brim with hate. He may disguise his hatred but everyone will see the evil things he does.
Proverbs 26.28 ; You have to hate someone to want to hurt him with lies. Insincere talk brings nothing but ruin. "

IM GOING TO BRISBANE!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. i thought my daddy wouldnt let me go. he didnt talk about it for the whole week unbtill this morning in the car he was like "I give you the cheque tomorrow alright?" :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THANKS DADDY!!! ^^

Think about it pal. If you are not guilty why get bothered by mere words, am i right? if you have done nothing wrong you wont be worrying and guessin "OH IS THIS ME?" ONLY HE WHO KNOWS WHAT HE DOES WILL TRULY UNDERSTAND THE HIDDEN MEANING IN WORDS. ONLY HE WHO KNOWS WHAT HE DOES WILL FEEL GUILTY AND AFFECTED. PAL, a piece of advice for you alright? Get your own life. stop acting. people will appreciate you if you're just a little more of yourself. really.

Life is full of obstacles. but dont give up just because you cannot overcome that hurdle. when theres a will, theres a way. have a positive attitude lah friend, and everything will go your way. be yourself, dont act like somebody else or try to hide your true feelings. maybe being straight forward is not that good, but its far better than haveing a hidden agenda or a motive in whatever you do or dont try to hide your hatred under your smile. its like a wolf under a sheep's skin. its nothing mire than this very word. "HYPOCRITE." so .... just be yourself. think before you speak or act. dont try to cover up for yourself and in the end, you are just digging a bigger hole down your grave.

i'm not going to let those things affect me anymore! YAY!. HAHA LOL. i mean what can you do when you've been trying so hard so hard to try to reach and clap that other hand but that other hand just wont come your direction? why one to keep reasoning out when you know its not going to work when the other dont want to listen? sometimes its better to leave things the way it is. the more you think you can try to mend the hole, the bigger it will become. more misunderstandings, more problems, and the hole becomes bigger. think about it. i will always wait untill you finnally found an answer, and is willing to come my direction and clap the other hand. -.- lol. what am i talking?? anyway, only you know what i'm trying to say. so think about it. ok? after all, we've been friends for such a long period of time. and have i ever treated you that way? i'm not asking for much but just haha if you dont want to talk about it just leave it. i'm not going to bear grudges and hate you for life. and i'm not going to be like a hypocrite. just talk to me, if theres a need. its no point telling all your problems to another person. its better talking to that person straight in the face. No point cursing and swearing acting all pathetic in front of others and saying about the other party. untill you've finnally understood, i'll wait.

What the hell, sound like some love thingy. LOLOL. o.0 so lame.
-.-

HAO PENG YOUS DONT FORGET THAT MOVIE DATE!!!!!!!!!!! haha. 1 more day and the torture ENDS!!!!!!!!!! then can enjoy le! so study hard , just for ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!!!!
haha okay enough of blogging le. back to the books. ^^

heres a song for today... :D haha.

Little Wonders - Rob Thomas

love story

2008-10-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standin there
on a balcony in summer air
see the lights
see the party
the ballgowns
see you make your way through the crowd and say hello
little did i know
that you were Romeo
you were throwin pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
and i was cryin on the staircase
begging you please don't go..
and i saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting
all there's left to do is run
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cuz' were dead if they knew
so close your eyes
escape this town for a little while..
oh, oh
cuz' you were Romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
but you were everythin' to me i was begging you please don't go..
and i saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting all there's left to do is run you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess it's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me
they're tryin to tell me how to feel this love is difficult but it's real
don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, oh
i got tired of waitin'wonderin if you were ever comin around
my faith in you was fadin'
when i met you on the outskirts of town
and i said
Romeo save me
i've been feelin' so alone
i keep waitin for you but you never come is this in my head i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me Juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad
you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story baby just say.. yes
oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh
cuz' we were both young when i first saw you

today is a HAPPY DAY

2008-09-23T15:44:00.007+08:00

TODAY is a HAPPY DAY! :D

Haha.

i promise, this will be the last post. really... untill EOY. haha.

School as per normal.... yet funny yet boring yet interesting yet... haha. never mind. :D

Geography was fun today! disturbed eeileen and talked nonsense to her. :DDDDD

A maths- got to sit on the floor again... like primary school kids.... i guess... i lost my class test in KFC.... must be the aunty that keeps going to the toilet sweep it away.... or take it to clean her backside.... :( and for that, i had to sit on the floor.... :O it was my fault lah. haha.

Quite happy i'm actually able to do quite a few AMATHS sums although HUIXIN helped me again!

EVERYONE! HUI XIN CAN BE A VERY GOOD A MATHS TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!! :DDD

KUDOS TO HUI XIN!

Brightening our day yet again. :DDDD

OOHHH LALA MARCUS TAY you look better this way. haha. just joking.

UGLY BETTY. haha.

WATCH THIS! beginning of the EMMY's.

especially the part "HOLY CRAP"

WATCH THIS!!!!!!!! :DDD
was watching the emmy awards and mann.... so funny :DDD

cant wait for TWILIGHT the movie to come out.... in november... :DDD
Heres the casts in TWILIGHT :

CARLISLE acted by Peter Facinelli ( i thought he would be some very handsome guy.... haha. but i guess.... not)

EDWARD CULLEN acted by Robert pattinson ( the one who acted as Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the goblet of fire.) quite disappointed. haha. i expected someone else. :D as described in the book she wrote it like he's SO HANDSOME lah! but....)

ALICE CULLEN _ acted by ashley greene....
wha i think she very chio lah. :D

JASPER CULLEN - acted by jackson Rathbone. :DDD KAWAII!!!

ROSALIE CULLEN - acted by Nikki reed.

ESME - acted by elizabeth reaser.... chio ar....

EMETTE CULLEN - acted by Kellan Lutz. Uh.....

BELLA SWAN - acted by Kristen Steward.

TADA the cullens...

JACOB BLACK - acted by Taylor Lautner.....

ANYWAY, READ THE BOOK! you will get addicted to it. really. its like so so so interesting. haha.

OH MANN ! i'm going to have chinese tuition EVERYDAY! starting from today! till saturday! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... :OOOOO
HOLY MACKERALS! :(((
okay off to study. :DDDDDDDD

ANOUNCEMENT!

2008-09-22T16:58:00.002+08:00

YAY i'll make a very PROUD announcement! :DDDDDDDDDD
I AM NONE OTHER THAN
THE GOD AH MAH OF BEN AND JERRY!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD
The two little furballs which belongs to andrew but ironically marcus is keeping.... ^^

believe in your own strength

2008-09-22T15:31:00.007+08:00

FRIDAY~~~~~~~~~~~

THANK YOU HUI XIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))
went KFC with HUI XIN, YING SI, AARON, CHERYL, NICHOLAS, and two little "guests"

and HUIXIN TAUGHT ME A MATHS!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! i finally know how to do that chapter le. and i'm quite PRO at it NOW! YAY! and i finally know how to do alot of other amaths chapters. THANK YOU HUIXIN!!!!! haha. :D

5:00PM...

had STUDENT LEADER LECTURE SERIES.

MR. C kunalan was the guest of honour. and he gave us a talk on leadership qualities and olympism. very inspiring talk and learnt alot of things. very humorous too. he showed us alot of funny pictures and shared with us his experience when he was a sprinter. and about his wife and family and lots of other stuffs.... HMMM.... very inspiring.... :DDDD
went to eat with MARCUS, AARON, NOEL and ANDREW... haha. the duck rice costs me 3:00! but its nice lah. not so expensive also. then MArcus came to my house to take the hamster cage. and I kena scolded by my mummy because MARCUS took a additional wheel from the other cage that was outside my house. haha. it was my fault la, because MARCUS did ask for my permission, and without much thought i just gave it to him. and it turn out that it was still quite new and quite ex.... so..... :O

looking forward to the BRISBANE TRIP with YCKSB :DDD

and YAY! i may be joining SSW!!!!!!!! cant wait for it to happen! i'm persuading my mummy so that after EOY i can join SSW and play in the concert dec 22. if i happen to join, BUY TICKETS FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

TODAY!!!!!!!

Learnt quite a few things from MARCUS. learn to ignore and dont let word of mouth affect you. be discerning and dont just believe everything by the whole. dont just anyhow keep believeing what other people say or believe any rumours that spreads around. who knows it might just be a rumour that people goes around saying? dont let those affect you.

Anyway... i guess i should stop blogging for awhile. exams are so near and i'm busy studying everyday. i'm so going to dread the next few hours... i'm going to have 4 hours of continuos chinese tuition! HOW BAD IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had "remedial" with mr ku during relieve. WOW. i never realised there are ALOT of things i do not know in POA! and finally i understood what was going on. THANKS MR KU!

haha.

wow, talked about the revelation again during english and the satanic things and ANNA told us abput her cousin being a believer of satan and all those creepy things. so we kept taling about all those christianity things and the ending of the world and talked about other peoples side of their stories and all sorts lah. kind of interesting. HAHA.

I think i better visit the gym soon... least i turn into something ENORMOUS soon!!!!!!!! :O

WOW i'm quite proud! I can blog in 7 minutes! :D

and my neighbour! HAS A POOL TABLE IN HER HOUSE! :O

PLAY POOL FOR FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

A FEW RANDOM PHOTOS :D

Cheryl's FnN course work... mmmm...

a few photos of what is inside the new jonas brothers album..... :DDDDDDDDD

gloria's obscene cow....

ying si and her NONSENSE

Khairul's CHINA phone.... witha antena that can watch TV...

MARCUS changing.... the new way.... want to learn? watch thins :

HAHA:D

Yeah.... when you are jonas brothers CRAZY....

okay... this will be my last post untill end of EOY :D

anyway STUDY HARD ALRIGHT!!!!!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! HAVE CONFIDENCE BUT NOT TOO OVER, BELIEVE IN YOUR OWN STRENGTH AND WORK HARD!! TO GET WHAT YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE, WORK HARD.